THE B-SIDE ( THE BRIGHT SIDE ) pt 2

God 

use 

all of the...

lies

and all of the...

cries 

out of my eyes 

as you see fit 

yeah 

I'm cool wit' 

it 

yeah 

even if 

i can't 

find 

the lightswitch 

in my mind

I'm walkin' 

blind 

towards 

the sunshine 

of  my life 

yeah

i will 

still 

follow you 

Christ

THE B-SIDE ( THE BRIGHT SIDE )

God

i kinda see

what u doin' 

to me 

yeah 

insert the key

and jus' let me be 

a lil angry 

and confuse 

yeah 

wit' a heart 

that's really 

bruised

yeah Yeshua 

use 

everything 

that u 

choose 

to convey 

your good news 

today 

yeah 

in an old school

kinda way

Father,

let's play 

in the gray 

and 

in the in-between 

yeah

even if \

i scream 

shine a like light 

on your dreams 

  

i WISH I WAS 23

MAN\

i wish i was...

 23

and swimming 

in the Sea 

of Galilee  

yeah 

with a hubby 

and a baby 

yeah 

just being 

crazy in love 

and hoping 

to spot a dove 

or two 

yeah 

i dream 

of 

me & you

yeah 

something borrowed 

something blue 

something honest 

something true 

yeah 

a real reason 

stay cheesing 

and to say

"I DO"

MY OPINION

MAN
i am 
too damn 
old 
to be
single 
yeah 
never been 
married 
or 
engaged 
yeah 
something 
is 
seriously wrong 
with this page 
but i can't
seem 
to live 
my dream 
or 
exit the stage
yeah 
my heart is 
enraged 
because 
i still 
have 
no real love 
to speak of 
and 
i am 
supposed to 

have dominion   

in my opinion 

  

TASTE MY DUST

Listen  

you can leave me 

if you want too

yeah

because

 i will still, 

push through  

from place to place 

with God's love 

and grace 

yeah 

so taste 

my dust 

as you thrust 

yourself

into a new 

View 

or 

territory 

yeah

but 

i do 

wish you

peace 

and 

glory 

for the rest 

of 

your story 

Based on my life and Genesis 3:19

IT IS STILL YOUR BIRTHDAY

 Daddy
i never got to
throw you 
a party 
but  
guess what?
it is still 
your birthday 
so yeah
live it up 
yeah 
even if 
you are 
in the stars 
working 
the night shift 
of 
Heaven 
yeah 
24/7

365
yeah 
Daddy
you are 
still alive 
and 
happy 
i hope 
yeah 
chillin'
on those 
pearl ropes

ALMOST 45?

 dannmnit 

is my soul 

to old 

to wanna be

warmed up 

in the cold 

hearted 

street 

yeah 

my heart

oh how 

 i yearn 

to have 

a turn

at some

 real  body 

heat

yeah 

something 

really deep 

mixed with sweet 

yeah 

and then 

that's when 

my life 

along with Christ

will feel 

real complete 

KISS ME HELLO pt 2

 now, listen

i really love 

kissin' 

but never kiss me

goodbye

always kiss me 

hello 

yeah

and kiss me 

really slow 

so i will know 

that you won't go

anywhere 

yeah 

tongue picky 

swear 

yeah, Baby

please show 

this lady

that you care 

on Earth's air

KISS ME HELLO part 1

NOW

 someone 

please 

make me fall

to my knees 

yeah 

like a cool 

summer breeze 

in the Florida Key

yeah 

love me

hug me 

never say 

goodbye 

Baby

yeah 

make me 

your  forever 

lady 

on a daily 

bread 

yeah 

please 

make sure

that i feel

secure 

and get feed 

from head

to toe 

yeah 

on an intimate 

level

THE WALKING WORD

i am 

determined 

to walk 

through 

a door 

before 

i die 

why? 

because 

of 

God's 

unfailing love 

and 

promises 

of 

blessings 

yeah 

despite

all of 

the testing

and 

stressing 

of 

the stillness 

yeah

i still 

have  a willingness  

to be free 

inside of me

Inspired by my personal beliefs and Matthew 4:4

THE MOTHERLAND

MAN

y'all 

jus' don't understand 

how much 

my mind 

sometimes 

wanna go back to 

or come back through 

the motherland 

yeah 

start God plan 

over 

like a supernova 

in the sky 

except i 

don't wanna die 

or 

multiple 

or

fly 

to Africa 

no 

i so 

wanna go back 

to facts 

of 

my birth 

and 

my worth 

a,k,a, 

my mother's womb

yeah 

before 

i see 

my tomb

 

POT ROAST?

God 

makes 

no mistakes

and 

people 

make 

many 

heartbreaks 

bur 

which 

one 

do 

i believe 

the most 

yeah 

how long 

do 

i put  this 

pot roast 

on  

SO WHAT? SAY WHAT?

God says I'm good 
God  says I'm great 
but i still 
feel some real 
hate in my hood 
yeah 
because od 
my disability 
I'm misunderstood 
in more ways 
than one 
yeah 
all because 
i can't run 
people think 
that i
 can't  have fun 
in the sun
ao i shrink
with every blink 
which really stinks 
because 
i have dreams 
of 
bring loved 
but my looks
seem...
crooked  
so why hook it?
like a fish

MAN, PLEASE CHANGE MY WHOLE WORLD

Man

are you really out there?

for me

yeah, i swear

 i wanna know 

and wanna see 

you in front of me

lovely

tenderly 

yeah 

inside and out

yeah Baby

make my soul 

SHOUT 

for joy 

yeah

please 

drop 

to your knees

and gimme 

a boy

and a girl 

 yeah nan 

please

 change

my whole world 

 

FAUX FUR

 MANE 
that pain
still hurt 
really bad 
yeah 
i still feel 
really sad 
mixed with mad
in jar 
Man
who do u think you are?
i know who i thought you were 
but now, 
my heart
is torn apart
and burr 
i'm wearing
a faux fur 
yeah 
in honor of 
my fake friends 
Yeah
who 
left my sitting 
in the cold wind 

BLOSSOM ( YEAH, JUST BE BETTER)

 okay Earth
you  got my attention 
yeah, Girl 
i see you 
out in this world 
but i don't listen 
no, 
because i so 
wanna change 
your strange 
View
to  new
and 
improve 
yeah  Land
i need you to
move 
me 
physically 
yeah 
grow me
like a tree 
or 
kneel me still
like a knee
yeah
propose 
like a rose 

THE HUMAN MESS YOU SEE TODAY ( A MIXED COCKTAIL)

 FLESH
you are a whole mess
but 
i wish you the best 
as i cut you in half 
and don't you dare
laugh
at my photograph 
yeah because
listen   
there's nothing funny 
about mixing 
love & lust
Honey 
Baby 
Child 
yeah trust 
that's just to
damn wild 
yeah regardless 
if you make me 
smile 
you also break 
my heart 
for goodness sakes 
and i just can't take  
it anymore 
yeah 
i wish 
that i could 
tell you to 
kiss the door 
but 
without 

my flesh
i wouldn't be 
the human mess
which is me 
you see 
today 
 

OUT-SOURCE

 if you ask me

my favorite place to be 

is

outside

yeah 

outside

of

my breath

until there's almost 

no will

 left 

in my lungs

yeah 

with my heart 

still beating

like a drum

but 

the leaves 

on the trees

are still 

blowing 

and obviously 

showing

that God 

is 

real

yeah

regardless 

on

how i might feel 

at night 

or 

in the light 

yeah

right 

or

wrong 

i feel

like i  belong 

outside of my clone 

and closer 

to the throne 

of 

unknown

THE LIES I TELL MYSELF

 i tell myself 
that you 
love my breath 
and 
that you think 
I'm the best 
out of 
everyone else 
when
 actually
you don't 
even want 
me around 
but  i tell  myself 
certain things 
or 
i care 
to share 
my hopes 
and dreams 
so that 
i won't 
breakdown 
on this 
earthly ground    

CRAVING SOMETHING SWEET pt2

MAN

in my mind

my life 

won't be

complete

unless 

i see 

some 

masculine 

feet 

walking 

towards 

me 

and 

wanna 

to be

married 

with

kids

yeah 

saying 

"Sweets, look what God did: 

CRAVING SOMETHING SWEET

MAN

i wish had some candy 

in my hand 

to stand 

by my side 

yeah, 

who is down 

to ride 

for this clown

with pride 

yeah 

some who\

is 

full of 

almond joy 

mixed with twix 

and fixed 

on her faith 

yeah 

i taste  

like caramel 

and grace 

with 

a crutch 

yeah 

i am 

a brunch  

of \

good stuff 

yeah 

when 

you need 

a friend 

or 

think 

that you had 

enough