there aren't enough
words or verbs
to describe
all of
the good stuff
inside your frame
or
in your veins
yeah
even your name
is
plain
but
guess what?
you're definitely
not
yeah
you are
so
sweet
and (HOT)
( HONEST OPEN AND THOUGHT-PROVOKING )
yeah
no joking
your birth
has so much
worth
that others
thirst
for
more
kind
of
your
wine \
but
today
i
say
Cheers
to
you
and
many
more
years
of
happy tears
i want love
i want sex
i want a relationship
yeah, i 'm not
complexed
in anyway
yeah
despite
my flight
with
cerebral palsy
I'm alright
so whatcha doin' tonight?
and
can i be a part?
of your heart
yeah
please
get on your knees
and drop your guard
and open
your mind
yeah
love me
like a fine
piece of rib
yeah
handle me
sensitively
yeah
where others
can see
yeah
like
lopkin' at
a biblical tree
i have many
nightmares
and a lot
of
cerebral palsy
caress
that are
very unaware
and unfair
or
so it seems
but could this be
just normal dreams
that y'all can't see
in my head
yeah '
when my eyes
are closed
i suppose
and my blood
flows
to only God knows
y'all
i think
i would be
alright
if God
only
give
me
forty
days
and
forty
nights
yeah
just to walk
around
town
by myself
yeah
. without the need
of
someone else
to help me
go left
or
right
yeah
i would love
to just take flight
with all
of
my might
God
i just wish
that my body
wasn't like this
yeah
all handicapped
and crap
yeah Lord
why can't I
just run a lap
or two
yeah Jesus
instead
of
me
feeling
so blue
and
dealing
with
whoever
you
send
through
here
yeah
to help me
with your plan
which
I fully don't
understand
but
Heavenly Superman
I so want too
MAN
you don't understand
this day
is
anointed
yeah
my cerebral palsy
has been
appointed
to teach
others
how to
really love
like a dove
and
how to
really WOW
like a child
yeah
i was born
to warn \
and
to makes
others
smile
yeah
for
the sake
of
daybreak
or
A.K.A.
THE ALMIGHTY
man
i haven't written
a single poem
in awhile
but
i am still
a single child
yeah
lookin' for
a romantic reason
to smile
yeah
for miles
and miles
or
days and days
yeah
i'm searchin'
while
I'm hurtin'
for my
rosy haze
i wanna walk
in the winter
i wanna walk
in the spring
yeah
i wanna walk
like you
yeah
do some normal
things
yeah
i wanna
flip my wings
and sing
for the king
of the world
yeah
i wanna
dance
i wanna
twirl
like a pearl
in the ocean
yeah
i dream
to have
motion
hey
just maybe
i'm supposed to be
a single lady
on this land
yeah
never ever
gettin' linked up
with a man
yeah
no ring
or anything
on my left hand
but
you know what?
i don't understand
this part
of
God's heart
or
his writing
in the sand
but
just maybe
one day
i will
i can
MAN
why
can't
my
dreams come true
like you
yeah
why i
have to feel
so blue
in your newness
yeah
why can't i
too
have some bliss
or a kiss
from the kingdom
yeah
something
that last
longterm
yeah
instead
of
this hurtful
heartburn
that yearns
to have a turn
at all
of
her desires
yes Lord
where is
my fire
that i required
about
yeah
Father
where is
your daughter's
reasons
to happy shout
for seasons
MAN
i'm about to come unraveled
yeah, because
i don't get to love
or
travel
like everyone else
yeah
it's like
my breath
is
just sitting
on the shelf
waiting to death
and i don't know why
as i try, i try, i try
but sadly
no reply
or
road trips
yeah
as i try
not slip
into depression
but Lord
what is the lesson?
Hey, Christ
why does everyone else
get to lived
their best life
yeah, while i sit here
in total sacrifice
yeah, i didn't even
get to roll the dice
for a nice slice
of
cake
but still, i wake
with wheelchair brakes
hoping for a break
and no human aches
yeah
no complaining
about some palsy
that caused me
to be
trapped
in some envious
crap
God
my heart
is
being
constantly
torn
apart
yeah
start to finish
i feel
real
pain
and
have
a grimmest
inside
that i feel
like
i have to hide
because
of
pride
yeah
no dark side
just my survival
yeah*
until
Jesus's second arrival
