COMPARISON?

father 

why

can't i 

walk 

like 

kites 

fly 

in the sky

yeah 

no matter 

how hard i try 

to reply 

to the ground 

yeah 

my feet 

tries to speak 

complete sentence 

but 

still

the streets

don't understand 

my strong will 

on this land 

of 

comparison    

FLESHLY SIN

heavenly father 

please forgive 

me

your earthly daughter 

once again

for fleshly sin 

yeah 

i can't depend 

on 

the dark 

and my heart 

to get along 

yeah 

befriending 

is  

wrong 

but 

the flesh 

however the mess

is

so strong 

but father

guess what?

i digress 

because

of 

my belief 

and love 

and i want to be

blessed 

yes 

in Jesus name 

amen

TRANSLUCENT

listen

you are not

in this hot 

body 

and not talking about 

being a naughty 

yeah

I'm talking about

 being human 

but made to feel really

 ruined  

yeah 

because 

of 

this disability

i didn't cause 

yeah

palsy 

has tried 

to pause me

multiple times

but 

guess what

i walk strong  

with these rhymes 

no, I'm not

 totally fine

but I'm kind 

of

shinning 

I JUST WISH THAT THEY WERE NEAR ME

MAN 

i sure wish 

that my past 

romantic situation-ship 

was here 

yeah 

just whispering

seductive things 

in my ear 

BUT

it's clear 

to me 

that they 

don't wanna be 

the key to my lock 

or

 the hands to my clock 

yeah because 

I'm just sitting here 

with no fear 

just wishing they were near 

loving me 

intimately  

 

EVERYONE

 MAN

we look like...

THE FATHER

we look like...

THE SON

and we look like,,, 

THE SPIRIT 

yeah, man...

we look like ...

the sand 

we look like,,,

EVERYONE 

so yeah

GOD'S JOB IS DONE 

so don't you dare run

yeah, just have some fun

in the skin 

you were born in 

yeah

my neighbor 

and friend 

     inspired by GENESIS 1:26-30 

 

ON MY CEREBRAL CLOCK

spirit 

i feel you 

ttyin' to leave 

my grievin' 

body

yeah 

because 

you're so tired 

of 

bein' a burden

 to

 everybody 

it's seems 

and you're hurtin'

because you have not 

reached your dreams 

yet

but God

won't let you stop 

yeah 

it's still some time 

and some rhymes

on my cerebral clock  

H-TOWN (THE WALKING PARADISE)

 so here i sit 

feeling like a big clown 

in h-town 

yeah being 

handicapped

often

feels 

like 

real 

crap 

yeah 

no cap 

it really hurts 

that my...

 limbs

don't work 

like normal 

caramel people 

yeah 

i long 

to see 

the strong 

steeple 

in me

yeah 

the Christ

in my life 

yeah 

the sugar 

and the spice 

of 

the walking paradise 

 

NOW, IS IT MY FAULT? (AN AFTERTHOUGHT )

 Now, is it my fault?

that i always seem to be 

an afterthought 

to people

or 

is it by design?

of 

the steeple  

or 

Christ in my mind 

or

is it just a bad dream?

that i just got caught up in 

boy oh boy 

i so need a friend 

like a child 

needs a toy 

yeah

even though 

I'm a little coy 

or 

shy 

BUT

once you give me 

a try 

I'm that girl

I'm that guy 

THE REPENTING SONG

God

i thought it

i did it 

i was committed 

i was wrong

yeah

and mow

WOW

I'm singing 

the repenting song 

yeah

i must turn 

from the lust 

that burns 

inside of me 

yeah

because  

oooweee

you can see 

i don't be

right 

some nights 

SAYING MY PRAYERS pt 2

MAN

i saying a prayer 

that someone 

up there

hears me 

clearly

yeah

because 

dearly

i need 

some  

help

yeah

as i welp 

in-depth

to myself

with every breath 

i have 

yeah

i have 

no room 

to laugh 

when  my tomb 

is 

put up 

and people 

are 

releasing balloons 

from a far 

SAYING MY PRAYERS

Mother Earth 

please show my worth

and take away my hunger 

and thirst

for the world 

yeah Momma 

please help your girl 

feel like a pearl 

without

 needing someone else's 

breath

to make her shout 

or 

to come alive   

like a drum 

yeah, please

be the kick 

to my knee  

LOVE GARDEN

 MAN

i don't mean to be

 rude 

but i so yearn to be

pursued

and 

i don't mean to be mean 

but i yearn 

to a queen 

yeah 

an earthly 

wife

on this paradise planet 

yeah granted 

God put me here 

with a thorny tear 

on my heart 

yeah 

man

i so want to be 

apart 

of 

your love

garden 

Adam 

HEY, AM I HURTING FOR NOTHING?

 MAN

i sure hope 

that my coping 

with 

cerebral palsy 

has helped 

someone 

yeah 

as much 

crying 

as i have 

done 

yeah 

not being able to...

walk right 

by a normal human's

 sight 

yeah 

i would 

really like 

to know 

that whenever 

i go

that my...

 struggle 

meant

 SOMETHING

yeah

am i hurting 

for nothing

A KISS OF A LIFETIME

 we should have kissed 

longtime ago

yeah

we should have kissed 

long and slow

tongue to tongue 

O WHAT FUN '

we should have 

done

yeah 

not wanting 

to let

each other 

go 

BUT

instead 

I'm missing 

you

in my heart 

and

 in my head 

yeah

hoping that 

i still 

will get to

kiss you

before 

I'm dead 

44 PROBLEMS

so i shouldn't say 
anymore 
BUT
it really sucks 
being 44
and single 
yeah
when you have
a tingle 
to mingle
but 
no man 
wants to hold 
your hand
or
make 
wedding plans
yeah 
with you
 as the bride 
yeah
with you
standing by
 his side
yeah
all because 
you ride
in a wheelchair 
yeah 
which is not 
fair 
yeah 
because 
you did not 
put yourself 
here 
or 
there
 
 

SCREAMING PASS MY DISABILITY

 so here i sit 
all alone
and sh*t
but trust me 
i don't wanna be 
just watching  romance 
on tv
yeah, 
i rather be 
living it 
and giving it 
or 
believe in it 
and receive it 
but again 
sh*t
no one seems 
to be 
down with
 me 
being 
in a wheelchair
yeah 
even though 
it so not 
my choice 
but my heart 
is 
so hoarse
from
screaming pass
 my disability 
 

MARCH 6 ( or) Genesis 1

 SHERI
there are no words 
or no verbs 
to express 
the mess of pain 
i felt 
when Heaven gained 
your small frame 
but 
guess what?
we are still 
real good friends 
yeah Girl
true friendship 
has no end 
yeah once it begins 
it's  there
yeah even when 
life 
isn't fair 
to us 
we must still 
trust
in God's Will
yeah man 
even when 
we don't understand 
or even want
 His Plan 
or handwriting 
in the sand 
yeah Girl
Heaven 
Earth
and birth 
or
death \
breath 
and  then
Heaven 
again my friend 

MARCH to YOUR DRUM

God 

you really got me thinking 

yeah 

even when i feel like I'm sinking 

down into a deep hole 

out of control 

my spirit and soul 

is 

your temple 

yeah 

simple and plain 

in Jesus name 

you reign

and i march 

to your drum 

yeah

kingdom come 

down here 

with no fear 

or a single tear 

running down 

my clown 

face 

yes Lord

with you 

i walk 

in the race now 

  

 

THE QUEEN of MARCH

hey auntie 
it's me 
Moni
wishin' you 
a happy bday 
the way i know how 
you haven't seen me since i was a child 
yeah, you died when i was a teen
yeah, before i had a dream 
of 
being a poet 
but do you know it?
up there where you are 
yeah. pass the stars 
and the tears 
but anyway 
i do 
celebrate you
and your many years
today

MARCHING TO A HEAENLY HEART

Lord

my mouth 

can flow 

from the north 

to the south 

and my brain 

can do the same 

yeah 

despite 

my cerebral palsy 

fame 

yeah 

in the name of Jesus 

 I'm here 

yeah

with open eyes 

and listening ears 

But God

 steers

 

MARCHING UP TO HEAVEN

God

so nineteen years ago

i slowly start to believe

that you are the reason 

i breathe 

i see

i be

i grow 

like a tree 

and flow 

like water 

yeah 

nineteen years ago 

i became your daughter 

yeah

determined 

to learn more 

yeah

to love

and not war 

to soar 

and to serve 

with many verbs