A EVIL SPIRIT

 MAN 
suicide
is such
a dead end 
ride
yeah 
a cutoff 
  of 
one's windpipe 
and eyesight 
yeah 
there is 
nothing right 
about suicide 
day or night 
or 
in between 
yeah
so don't 
listen 
to 
that scream 
inside of you
to
do 
the horrible undoable 
 

the evil spirit 

WEATHERING THE STORM

 in the rain 

i see my pain 

and loneliness

digress 

but then 

like the wind 

i stress 

over the mess 

that might be 

waiting for me 

in a cloud of community 

yeah

i feel happy 

i feel sad 

i feel bad 

on the inside 

based on the outside-skirts 

of 

my hurt 

my dirt 

or  my earthly experience 

YOU, YOU, AND YOU

MAN

oftentimes 

my life 

seems so cruel 

and i feel 

like such a fool 

for living it the way do

and yeah

still trying to please 

you, you, and you

yeah and 

i feel so blue 

but what's a girl to do?

except to 

internally boohoo

or 

act brand new

on page 

MAN

CEREBRAL PALSY 

I REALLY 

HATE YOU

 

MY DREAM VALENYINE'S DAY

Okay

my dream valentine's day 

would simply go this way 

spending time with someone 

who wants to stay 

for more than 

romantic play 

in the hay 

or 

in the bed 

yeah i dream 

for someone 

to make me scream 

for joy 

in my head 

and oh boy 

in my heart 

yeah 

before they enter 

a single body part 

or 

we set down for dinner 

i wanna feel 

like a real

 winner 

with God in the center 

of 

our love 

10:23 (GIRL WHERE DID THE TIME GO?)

HEY SHEY

8 years ago 

at 10:23

you were talking to me 

for the last time 

yeah  girl 

before 

you left me 

behind 

crying 

girl 

i never saw you 

dying 

so soon 

yeah girl 

it's still hurts 

like an open wound

yeah girl 

i feel like///

i got a tomb too

yeah girl

i feel ...

so blue  

without you 

in this world 

girl 

scratch that 

in fact 

my soul 

doesn't feel 

whole anymore 

yeah real  love 

real ware