wounds
please fly away
like balloons
yeah
please change the tune
of
my moody sky
yeah
please make me feel
really high
on Earth
yeah
please gimme
a new birth
and some new worth
yeah
on a turf
that seems
like a dream
that screams
I'M ALIVE
or
I'M WOKE
so yeah
please don't choke
on the smoke
of
hope
Dad
i think about u a lot
yeah man,
why?
did your heart have to stop?
yeah, it could've kept on movin' like a clock
yeah, but
The Rock
said definitely
obviously
because
you are not here
to see
your grandchildren
be
themselves
with the breath
God gave them
yeah before
their lighthouses
go dim
before the shore
or
their core
is
no more
MAN
being human
is
so frustrating
yeah God
what's up?
with all the hating
and waiting
for
open doors
and love
to come
or better yet
while my ears
are wet
letting my legs
that now move
like pegs
walk or run
yeah
the sixth man
question
Father
i prayed
so they should've stayed
right here
but instead
their bodies
are dead
and my heart
is filled with
tears
and years
of
loss
tossed
out of the window
yeah Lord
today
I'm feelin'
some kinda way
but you might say
"Daughter. it's okay "
to feel gray
or
sentimental
God
i did everything
you said
but still
ended up
dead
so did you?
play tricks
with my head
yeah
while I laid
in my bed
praying like a child
going wild
but communicating
in your style
or so I thought
but my desire
must've caught
fire
because like I said
they ended up dead
nails and thorns
they both have performed
healing and harm
in a storm
of cooked
and
cold corn-
flakes
yeah
for goodness
sakes
yeah
heartbreak hotels
and wishing wells
but what's that smell?
Heaven or Hell? up
or
both
mixed up
in one
well, either way
Jesus paid
and I stayed
in cerebral palsy
MAN
my flesh
speaks
so loudly
and I feel really
weak
against
every single offense
yeah
that sometimes
my mind
still needs
evidence
God's will
for real
yeah I crave
a flesh meal
at every turn
yeah
I yearn
for a different kind of
heartburn
yes Lord
I'm ready to learn
from my
running mistakes
God
my heart still hurts
but my still works
yeah my heart still
breaks aches
to know more
about this thing
called war
yeah
this world
and reality
is a lot
for me
to take
yeah
like the great lakes
all at once
or
just some really bold
yeah
I feel really
dance
yeah
nothing really
makes
sense
on the fence
called
Earth
but God
what is it
all worth?
MAN
i'm so lonely
out loud
but it's not funny
no, I yearn for s crowd
or somebody
to see me
as great company
yeah whether it be
platonic
or
romantic
I just wanna feel
like I'm real
and I belong
on this planet
called Earth
yeah
I need to know
if my birth
has any worth
God, please help me understand
the language of your land
or
the workings of your hand
on Earth
yeah Yahshua
what all do you [lan to birth?
yeah, I so hunger and thirst to know
how this life is gonna go down
yeah, before the trumpet sounds
or
the heavenly gates open
yeah.i'm hoping that coping
with me cerebral palsy
has not been in vain
yeah, in Jesus's Name
yeah Father
please tell
your "right here" daughter
what's your gain
hello
sleepy hollow
can i borrow
tomorrow?
with no...
sorrow
to follow
the morning
dew
yeah
i just wanna
be with you
tonight
yeah
nice and tight
with no sight
on the outside
yes Lord
please take me
on a r.e.m. ride
God
maybe
i need
some sleepy tea
in me
to really free
of what really
frightens me
at night
yeah Father
where is the light
of insight
yeah
my r.e.m.
to swim.
yeah
because
rest
is not
a sin
yeah
like
most pretend
no man
it actually is
the best kind of win
crazy dreams
Lord, scream
for more
yeah
touch the ceiling
touch the floor
yeah
swim to the ocean
floor
yeah
my core
or
the door
to the divine
in my mind
yeah
I wanna be fine
in my sleepytime
Cain killed Abel
and then sort of
hid it under the table
or in the garden
yeah
because
his heart was
hardened
yeah
he was
jealous
and he got
overzealous
yeah
just like the fellas
did Jesus
on the cross
yeah
he was The Boss
and he still
got done wrong
yeah
but his will
still sung
God's song
yeah nice and strong
and also alone
hello weekend
yeah hello
my twisted friend
will this loneliness
ever end?
all i want
is a kiss
on a couch
from my spouse
in our own house
but right now
somehow
I'm still single
I have no wrinkles
but I feel real
old
but maybe
that's just my getting cold
at night
yeah
because
there is
no love
to hold me
tight
and look into...
my sight
inside my chest
i must confess
i feel resl
stressed and blessed
at the same time
yeah
total chaos
and rhyme
grinding my gears
and calming my fears
yeah
so i
cry
happy and sad
tears
but why?
because
I
am
missing
romantic hugging
and kissing
but even dating
is dissing me
obviously
because
I don't see
anyone
sitting
across from me
which is...
a lonely place to be
i'm sad to say
that one day
my breath
will see death
yeah,
i will
die
and hopefully
you will
cry
hard
and long
yeah
while movin' on
strong
like train
in the rain
yeah
Earth's pain
but Heaven's gain
I'm sad to say
MAN
i have so many
issues
that no
tissues
can hold
the tears
yeah
for years
I have struggled
with lust
and lack of trust
with us
yeah us
as a people
and what goes on
wrong
in certain
steeples
or
temples
yeah
no dimples
yeah \
there's nothing to
smile about
as my inner-child
cries out
for help
yeah
a huma's wept
i'm feelin'
tired
yeah
like i'm...
'bout to expired
but I'm
required
to still be
here
yeah
in this wheelchair
with long hair
and also care
about people
and the steeple
of
my savior
but
I need
some more speed
and a favor
from my father
yeah
please stop
the things
that bother me
yeah
so I can see
your plan
for humans
better
yeah
Yahshua
let me
never have to
suffer for you
again
MAN
if these legs could walk
where would they go?
i don't know
but my feet
would hit the flo'
or the ground
yeah
I would be
around
town
yeah
house to house
yeah
I wouldn't be
a louse
or a slug
yeah
I would fly
like a ladybug
