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Friday, September 30, 2022

NORMAL WALKING POWERS

hey, heavenly dad, 

my spirit is a little sad 

can you hear it?

and clear its eyes

yeah, 

you don't have to

 apologize 

for all the world's

 lies 

no, just make your girl 

walk 

by herself 

yes Lord 

please use your breath 

again 

yeah 

blow into me 

slow like the wind 

yeah 

make me your twin 

flame 

in Jesus name 


Thursday, September 29, 2022

CLOUD 10

 if you are trading this 

then you are going me

 a virtual kiss 

to my hard

yeah because

when you read 

you show me, love 

wherever you may be 

yeah

even though

I can't see 

you physically 

but anyway

 when I write 

I don't think 

what others

 may like

or their eyesight 

my guard is just down 

and you still found 

me

and stuck around 

to the end 

yeah 

; like a true blue 

friend 

or 

a kin 

so I am on 

cloud 10 

so I think you 

for

 helping me

 soar 

Wednesday, September 28, 2022

NO LIE I...

MAN

i wish i had...

a love interest 

yeah 

i wish i was 

someone's temptress 

and we

would have a 

baby 

maybe two 

yeah 

one dressed in pink

one dressed in blue

yeah 

after we say

I do 

yeah 

that would be 

a dream come true

for me 

to see 

yeah 

a romantic 

reality 

to happily

 screen about

no doubt 


Tuesday, September 27, 2022

LIVING A R&B SONG

 God

right or wrong

i show do wish 

that I was living 

an r&b

song 

yeah 

loud 

and 

stong 

for a whole crowd to see

yeah me

 romantically

being loved 

and 

thought of 

as sexy as

a turnkey house 

yeah 

I yearn 

to be a spouse 

and 

a mother 

yeah 

a full-time

lover 

with no cover 

on

yeah Lord

so point me 

to where I belong 

on the record

 

Sunday, September 25, 2022

birdcall

hey God

this is your sparrow 

yeah, trying to fly 

high and narrow 

but trying 

to live big  

like a fig tree 

yeah Father 

can you see me?

trying to be

 more like you 

in the clear blue 

sky 

yeah Lord 

please reply 

before I die 

or 

before I fall 

yeah birdcall

birdcall 

Thursday, September 22, 2022

Goodnight Owl -Child

Father God

Lord of Love 

please tell me 

what You are thinking of me 

and what did You really want this kid to  be

yeah Yahshua

because I can't really see

clearly

or 

can I ?

yeah as I try 

and cry 

I still wait 

for your great reply 

from the sky 

or 

on this Earth 

yeah

so just bust in 

like a friend 

yeah 

no pretend

yeah 

just be yourself 

with every breath 

that you made me from 

yeah 

you talked 

you walked 

you didn't run 

from the dun 

or 

from the heat 

no 

not until 

your mission  

 was complete 

and i yearn  

to do the same

in this frane 

in Jesus name 

amen 


 

Wednesday, September 21, 2022

SINCERELY ME part 3

Girl 

i see u 

in my rearview 

 and I boohoo

'cause we r not friends 

anymore

yeah 

no more walkin' 

through my front door 

makin' my heart sore 

wit' your lies 

and your silent cries 

for attention 

but did I mention?

i still miss

 who I thought u were

yeah 

even though

u hurt me so

yeah 

like black ice snow 

burrr

but 

guess what?

i prefer 

to just 

wish u the best 

yeah 

even if 

I neva see u 

again 

for the rest 

of

my life  

 


 

SINCERELY ME part 2

 Girl

i thought

we had a friendship 

but 

i was wrong 

yeah

like a song 

played backward 

yeah 

because 

afterwards 

there was no love 

left 

yeah 

in either of our breaths 

yeah 

and i felt like death 

yeah 

being by myself 

hurts 

but Girl

i so grew 

from u 

and your dirt 



Tuesday, September 20, 2022

SINCERELY ME

 Girl 

i sincerely 

wanted to be your friend 

and I intended to take u to end 

of 

my life 

yeah 

to end of Earth 

and then to Christ 

but 

u had other plans 

and mine 

just couldn't stand 

up

next to your

schemes 

or 

misguided dreams 

or 

seems 

but 

either way 

I hurt today 

and I pay 

very close 

attention

yeah 

I listening 

to everything 

that people 

 but 

I'm not 

by a longshot

okay  



UP SINCE 3 a.m.

 man 

last night 

i didn't sleep 

many hours \

but 

i still felt 

God's power 

around me 

yeah 

as the clock 

turned 3 

and i still couldn't see 

the sunlight 

physically 

shining

 brightly

through my window 

yeah 

so even when 

my friend 

Mr. Sandman 

doesn't understand 

that I can 

rest

 and  

do God's plans 

yes 

do his best 

yeah 

even when 

I do 

less 

Saturday, September 17, 2022

DOUBLE OVERTIME

MAN

can i just be liked?

yeah. 

enough to ride 

outside

 on a two-sitter bike 

or 

in a bed 

where my hard 

can rest 

on his chest 

yeah

that would be the best 

for me 

to see

and to feel 

yeah 

for real

yeah 

in the still of the night 

I would so like 

to be held 

so tight 

yeah 

soul take a fight 

like a kite 

or a bite 

and fall 

like a ball

in love

with me 

Sunday, September 11, 2022

Fridays (NO ROMANTIC REPLY)

MAN 

in my opinion 

yeah  

in my dominion 

yeah 

Fridays 

are supposed to be 

spent with company 

yeah 

intimately 

yeah 

fridays 

are opposed to fun 

yeah no hit and run 

and spent with the one 

that God has sent 

yeah 

no accident 

yeah 

Lois Lang  and Clark  Kent 

in human form 

yeah 

nice and warm 

yeah 

especially 

in a storm 

but 

here i 

internally cry 

because 

there is 

no romantic reply 

from 

sny guy




Friday, September 9, 2022

Hwy Friday

 Hey Friday 

so what do i say about you?

the sky is high 

and sunshine 

but my hear

ts still 

real single 

and blue 

yeah 

I still yearn 

for a man 

to take my hand 

and stand 

side by side 

yeah 

I still yearn 

to be a bride

yeah man

let's ride 

in your car 

yeah

let's go far 

yeah 

until God's will 

gives 

out on us 

or

we must

get on the bus 

but either way 

I need you

to wanna stay 

and party 

 

Monday, September 5, 2022

NO ENGAGMENT PARTY part 3

boohoo boohoo 

i do i do 

cry on the inside 

because

i don't see 

you

on one knee 

proposing to me 

with a key 

to your heart 

and a brand new start 

with matrimony 

with a homie -lover- friend 

yeah 

until 

my body is still

and 

my breath

sees death  

 

 

NO ENGAGEMENT PARTY part 2

MAN

please look into my eyes 

and tell me 

you love 

yeah 

and then 

kiss and hug me 

like a forever friend 

yeah 

gimme a spin  

that doesn't end 

to not death

yeah 

please love me 

to have no breath left 

NO ENGAGEMENT PARTY

MAN 

i can't seem

to turn the page 

of wanting to 

get in engaged 

but sadly 

have nobody 

in-love with me 

so I can't see

that happening 

anytime soon 

so yeah 

my heart hurts 

like a busted balloon 

or 

like a song 

played in the wrong 

tune   

ROMANTIC MOVIES? part 2

 MANi

i can't wait

to be a date 

to be a girlfriend

to be a wife 

in real life 

yeah 

I so yearn

to have a turn 

in paradise 

yeah 

where the weather is nice 

with some spice 

and some sugar

with a looker   

ROMATIC MOVIES? part 1

MAN

why do i

keep watching

romantic movies 

thinking they would only

 soothe me

but I 

still wanna try 

love

yeah 

I still wanna

a kiss 

and someone 

to miss 

yeah 

and 

knows 

that 

exist 

for such a time 

as this 

in real life




  


 

Sunday, September 4, 2022

BREAD & BUTTER

bread & butter 

father & mother  

sister & brother 

God, you are all these things 

with wings

and more 

yeah 

even when 

I need 

a friend 

and the world 

is 

at war 

you are still 

love 

and 

you still soar 

to the core  

of 

Heaven 

yeah 

like a 747

butter knife 

you slice 

O SO NICE 


EVERYBODY IS CUTE

everybody 

is 

cute

to someone 

yeah 

even if 

they can't walk 

or 

run 

you 

are 

human 

so have faith 

have fun

in the sun 
or 

in the flesh 

but 

never forget 

your inner switch 

or 

holy pitch 

yeah

because 

it 

knows 

best 

yes 

so

no

cute 

contest 


ON THIS HERE SUNDAY

WOW

i can smile 

yeah because 

i am loved 

and 

I am God's Child 

yeah, 

mile for mile 

and 

moment by moment 

I am His 

and 

I own it 

with my whole heart 

and 

with every single body part 

I have 

and 

I laugh 

out of joy

because 

O boy

 God doesn't see me 

as a toy

no, Hr id 

so serious 

and delirious

about this here

 daughter 

 that 

I clearly shout 

on this here 

SUNDAY