MAN
as i sit
at my computer table
i can't stop thinking about
this negative label
that was put on me
yeah, when I was just a baby
yeah, it's crazy
I'm almost considered
an old lady
and I still
feel
real
disabled
BUT I AM
NOT
well. not at the spot
that matters
yeah, my brain
is
insanely
inteellenant
and my thoughts
are
very reverent
yeah, that's right
my human kite
was sent
to take flight '
and meant
to give off
a very bright
positive light
yeah, period
end of story
glory, glory
MAN
my life
is not
my life
yeah,
I didn't give myself
breath
or
spice
GOD DID
yeah, he formed me
yeah, this kid
of
a rib
so what gives?
is
my mood
of
gratitude
yeah, no interludes
just straight
gratefulness
of
me
being
blessed
while
still taking the test
of
the wheel-der-ness
GOD
i am your word
in the flesh
right?
so there shouldn't be
no mess around me
right?
yeah, only blessed
around me
should I see
yeah, because
thanks to you
I so
have
the master
so why?
do i
still, cry
when i
fall back
or
lack
yeah, Lord
where is the track?
for my train
yeah, where is?
my gross
or
my gain
for my pain
or rainy days
GOD
how far is Heaven from here?
yeah, Father, I ask as I drop a tear
is it near?
because I wanna go
yeah, fast or slow
Lord, just let me know
yeah, just let me walk
or
Father, may I
fly
like a hawk
in the sky
AND
do I have to die?
or
can I just drop by?
to say hi
to those I love
from up above
yeah, may I see
doves in front of...
me
MAN
lately
it's crazy
how some people
have been throwing
dirt
on me
yeah, as tho"
I be
already
died
yeah, buried
and gone
on
to a place
of grace \
yeah, for a long
long
time
yeah, where...
the sun always sunshines
and there is always peace of mind
MAN
some people's tongue
make me wanna run
away
yeah, and stay
gone
for a really long
time
yeah
. to try to find
some peace of mind
and some sunshine
yeah, I want to leave
this hurt
behind
or
these unkind words
that fly into me
like birds
with grenades
yeah, Father.
i yearn
to turn
the page
of
pain
into
a rainbow
or
some pretty good
blood flow
man
so man things
i have seen
yeah, in my reality
and in my dreams
that really make me
happy and mean
yeah, yellow and green
flowers
for hours
and hours
yeah a real field
of brainpower
yeah, a shower of thoughts
that get caught
in the vault
of
my cerebral
yeah, the real steeple
of
my soul
yeah
where hot meets cold
and turns into warm
yeah
HIS
WONDERS
TO
PERFORM
HOLY SPIRIT
I yield
my breath
yeah i yield
myself
to you
for real
yeah, how I feel
doesn't matter
and neither
does
what I have to
deal with
yeah, you are
my off switch
or
my higher pitch
in a ditch
called life
yeah, you are
help
in-depth
yeah, sent
by Christ
yeah after
he went
to Paradise
God
i just wanna pass
this life test
before i hit the grass
yeah Lord
before I die
I wanna get your reply
or get my grade
before I fade
into blackness
or
into the dark
yeah, please
search my heart
for that spark
of
light
yeah, please find
all that is kind
in my mind
and
please guide
my hand
in the sand
paper
God, you want me to trust?
and you want me to hush?
yeah, even when
my so-called
don't do the same
yeah, they cause me pain
like it's a game
But Christ
this is real life
and I am a real person
so I'm hurting
on the inside
But Lord
still, you want me
to swallow my pride
and ride
on the side
of righteousness
BOY,
LIFE
IS ONE
BIG TEST
HOLY SPIRIT
please let me hear it
yeah, your plans
for me on this land
yeah, I think I can,
I think I can
no, I know for sure
so please open the door
to Heaven
or Earth
yeah, what is my birth's worth?
or
God's Insight?
yeah, how do I?
take flight
before I die
and fly
to the sky
Dear God of my future
present and past
as I look through
my hourglass
life has not
been a blast
but guess what?
I'm still here
yeah with tears,
fears and all
yeah, standing short
and tall
for whenever you call
my name
to put me in the game
Coach
yeah, and I promise
that I will still
use your approach
o
GOD i believe
yeah despite
who or what
leaves
my life
yeah
Christ
you sacrificed
your bread slice
for 40 days
and 40 night
your soul
took control
and you went
to many heights
of many kinds
yeah, your love
was blind
but you didn;t
mind
yeah, you let
your faith
shine
like
a light
so bright
that others
might
get burned \
if they
don't
learned
to turn
breath
move to the left
and let God right on in
I don't wanna sin
because I was born to win
and not lose
or sing the blues
so yeah, Father
I, your daughter
choose You
yeah, just like you chose
me
and the fishes
in the sea
or
the forest
and the tress
BE
OF
SOUND
BODY
AND
MIND
sign
this contract
with no turning back
TODAY
i must say
that i am
married
to God
yeah, which means
I am
a queen
who is
wealthy and rich
and with a high pitch
sound
for my Heavenly King
and Earthly ground
I am
humbled
and profound
yeah,
I am
died
BUT
I still
eat
real sweet
daily bread
yeah, all thanks
to
THE HEAD' OF MY LIFE
yeah
Christ
sacrificed
SO MUCH
FOR THIS HUMAN
TOUCH
which be
and
this holy matrimony
prompted by my life and https://youtu.be/y6Zgv-BpK_0
Lord
just single me out
yeah, just let walk-about
this land of yours
yeah, just working your plan
yeah. being your hands
and feet
would be so sweet
BUT
I just want to complete
your mission
so yeah,
if that means
for this queen
to just sit
and listen
than okay
have your way
I will obey
Lord,
please show me
my position
yeah, if you tell me
I promise
I will
sit still
and listen
every single move
and groove
on Earth ground
yeah. point me
to lose and found
yeah, before I drown
in my clown
tears
another year
yes, Father
your daughter
longs to hear
her assignment
clear
prompted by John Gray's sermon "FOCUS IV"
God, wants me
well
yeah,
God wants me to
walk
and talk
like
hawk
or
an eagle
yeah, it's clear
that I am here
for the people
yeah, a steeple
can't hold me
or
control me
no, i must be
free
like the sea
yeah
ever-flowing
and growing
to the knowing
of
THE KINGDOM
SO
here i am
working through my grief
trying to some peace
of
mind
from being left behind
numerous times
yeah, I act fine
BUT
I am not
but you think the clock?
NO
and neither does
my heart
as it rips apart
yeah, because my guard
was low
to flo'
BUT
NO MO''
''CAUSE I'M SO''
and
plus I no longer
trust \
most of the things
that this
earth life
BRINGS
MAN
i am
so
tired
of
this body
and nobody
wantin' it
yeah, I feel
like
real
sh*t
BUT
I CAN'T QUIT
OR
EVEN
FLIP
THE SCRIPT
OF
MY LIFE
YEAH
FROM PALSY
TO PARADISE
would be
so nice
for me
yeah
just a slice
I mean
can you see me?
on screen
just living out
my dream
walking
with
a king
on Earth
YEAH
I HUNGER
I WONDER
I THIRST
NORMAL
VERSE
OF
SCRIPTURE
OR
ANOTHER PICTURE
IN MOTION
Friday
living through you
is
such a hard thing
to do
yeah I have no crew
or
man
to hold
my hand
yeah simple
because
I don't leave
any footprints
in the sand
yeah, so hardly
no one
makes plans
to have fun
with me
so emotionally
I'm very
lonely
MAN
Fridays are so hard
yeah, my guard is down
but
there is no one around
to love me
or
to think
romantic things
of me
yeah,
seriously
being single
really sucks
yeah, I have no luck
in love
or doves
or
all of the above
yeah, no bat
no glove
no home
no plate
but still,
I wait
for something
great
as a mate
on a ship
yeah
the cheese
to my
dip
MAN
a kiss
can
make you leave land
in your mind
yeah, a kiss
can even
stop time
and make someone
go blind
yeah, a kind kiss
can make you miss
some stuff
BUT
you can't get enough
of
that flesh
of
love
yeah
lips
so soft
like a dove
and a slip of the tongue
Hon
don't you run
just have
FUN
a kiss
can lead
to greed
at top speed
so do we really need it?
sh*t
well, YES I do
especially when
I'm feelin' blue
my friend
but is a kiss
a sin
well. that depends
on who's doin' the kissin'
or pursuin'
yeah, this life
could be
ruined
or
saved
yeah, just ask Christ
yeah, check the cross
and the grave
yeah, just don't be a slave
to a kiss
from a Judas
kiss me kate
wait
kiss me john
yeah don't run
let's have some
serious fun
in the sun
or
in the dark
yeah, let's share our hearts
and minds
yeah, just this one time
let love be
blind
and kind
to us
yeah
let's just
trust
in the
plus
and
the minus
in the sinus
so it's Wednesday
and what can i say?
God woke me up today
yeah, my heart is still
pumping
ain't that something?
to talk about
YEAH MAN
IF I COULD
I WOULD
WALK IT OUT
yeah, no doubt
rainbow trout
I would be
swimming \
yeah,
I would be
winning
in the water
YEAH
HEAVENLY FATHER
COME CHECK OUT
YOUR DAUGHTER
MAN
i feel
like a real...
ant
BUT
yet
I have a real...
RANT
like a lion
yeah, I'm crying
out
WELL
it's more like...
a wet SHOUT
or
a very sore
ROAR
to the door
of
Heaven
yeah,
it's like...
24/7
my frame is...
in EMOTIONAL
pain
BUT IS IT
FOR GOD'S BENEFIT
OR
FOR MY PERSONAL..
GAIN
yeah, I wonder
before I go under
THE DIRT
yeah Lord,
where is all this hurt
coming from
and why can't I
walk or run
LORD,
I'm not
a liar
so why?
is my life on fire?
yeah, Daddy
i really desire
to know
and to grow
into a burning bush
yeah, if I must be
pushed
then, let me be
a firey tree
for the whole world
to see
I guess
yeah Father
if this is you
causing the mess
that i''m goin'
through
then,
like a friend
I will stick
like glue
BUT STILL
in hot pursuit
of
THE ROOT
God
right now
your child
feels lower
than Hell
but I believe
you can tell
yeah, that I need a drink
from your well
yeah, before I sink
or a feed
from your word
yeah because
right now
somehow
I'm just a lost little bird
who feels
like a real turd
that just needs to pass
from the ass of life
BUT YOU, CHRIST
just keep waking me up
and wishing luck
yeah, Lord
if I had a buck
for just how much
your rooster
loves cluck
I would be so rich.
yeah, I'm talkin' bout
oil from ditch
or an orchard
with pits galore
BUT
INSTEAD
MY HEAD
AND HEAD
ARE
SO SORE
yeah, Father,
please
NO MORE
NO MORE
MAN
just let me be
your Eve
when you need to...
believe
or cry
on my sleeve
yeah, just grieve
on this ground
of
the lost and found
or
just let me be...
your Mary
when things
seem
like a dream
yeah
it's okay
to scream
BUT
you don't have to it
alone
yeah,
my heart
can be
your home
or
just let me be...
your Ruth
yeah, proof
that God
really does
exist
yeah, in obeyance
love
and a kiss
yeah,
just let me be...
your
Mrs. Esther
yeah,
your queen
your lover
your mother
yeah \
the one
who will
birth and free
all your daughter
and sons
yeah, until
KINGDOM COMES
MANE
my inner
frame
is
God's Domain
yeah
and my pain
is
God's Poetry
waiting to be
written by
me
if I just listen
or just pay attention
to the kissing
of
Heaven and Earth
yeah, and them
and only then
will I truly
give birth
to hunger and thirst
MAN
come on
faithfulness
find me
yeah help me put
this loneliness
behind
yeah, make me
be
your "good thing"
yeah, give me a wedding ring
and a reason to sing
and bring happy tears
to my eyes
yeah make me
forget all of
the bad cries
from before
MAN
waiting for love
has been
war
yeah
my heart
is
sore
BUT
it still
wills
for
more
YEAH
my heart
is
falling apart
BUT
it
still longs
for a strong
new start
with someone
who
will
say
I do
too
MAN
i do
want to find u
1 day
yeah, before
i pass
away
into the gray
sky
yeah to see
THE MOST HIGH
yeah, my heart yearns
to have a turn
at a guy
who thinks
I am
the apple of his eye
yeah, no lie
I want love
to reply
to me
honestly
yeah be
the key
to happy
ever
after
and please
LORD
bless us both
with
a whole lot
of
laughter
amen
yeah, even
in the mist
of
kiss
or
pain
GOD
18 years ago
this month
i started believing in You
yeah, no front
and yeah, it hasn't been
easy
yeah, especially
with me being so needy
and all
here
yeah I still have tears
and fears
BUT
do you know what?
my heart still burns
to turn to You
yeah, in times
when my mind
is spinning
and feeling blue
because of what I am
going through
AND
my brain
still yearns
to learn
from You
in times
of
pain
and
shame
yeah, Your name
still reigns
in my frame
in my lips
and in my fingertips
now before i put pen to pad
I must thank my heavenly dad
and trust that he hears me
clearly
through the clouds
yes, loud but soft
yeah, so i won't get lost
near the cross
yeah, Brother Jesus is my boss
or should i say
my leader today
yeah, follow him
i will
yeah, even if he tells me
to be
still
like the sun
or to run
like a bull
yeah, right now
this child's
heart
is so full
of
love
faith
mercy
and grace
which taste so good
in this misunderstood
world
to your girl
Inspired by 1 Peter 3:15 and my life
so off the top of my head
Jesus bleed
for me
to be
creatively free
financially wealth
and spiritually health
for all the world to see
yeah, my church comedy
or my life
with Christ
is
sugar and spice
and a nice mix
of
slapstick
so laugh
and grasp
a taste
of God's mercy
and grace
yeah, I truly got
sumthin'
running this...
righteous race
inspired by
hey \sheri
i still miss you very much
yeah, the way we stayed in touch
was true friendship
at its best
BUT 8 YEARS AGO
God put your body to rest
and Girl, what a test
it has been for me
since you got to fly high
and free
BUT CLEARLY
'i'm still here
yeah, because you're still near
and in my ear
saying:
FINISH STRONG
FINISH LONG
AND DON'T
LOOK BACK
YOU CHARGING WILDCAT
YEAH, UNTIL GOD WILLS
YOU HOME TOO
and so Girl I do
YEAH, IN HONOR
IN SPITE OF DARMA
YEAH, PERIOD
NO COMMA
YEAH BECAUSE
I LOVE...
YOU
GOD
just for fun
let me run
into the sun
yeah, from dusk
to dawn
today
or tomorrow
yeah, Lord
just let me borrow
someone else's leg
yeah, because mine
move like pegs
or some stale bread
in my head
and in my heart
yeah Father
let your daughter
just
start
walking
yeah, let's get...
the world
talking
and laughing
and gasping
for air
yeah, because
MY LOVE
favor ain't fair
God,
you give me
giggles
yeah, tickles
that I oftentimes
don't understand
like new wine
but you are
so kind
yeah
better than
any human
on this land
of sand
and rock
yeah, none stop
you are
the top
chef
yeah from right
to left
you are so good
or should i say
"GREAT"
on my plate
yeah, you really make me
laugh
at your craft
inspired by Isaiah 55 and my life
BREATH
please
don't let me see
DEATH
yet
yeah, no matter how much...
my eyes are wet
from the letdown
of people
on this ground
yes, I am a crying clown
BUT
I
still will
ti be around
for
whatever
weather
comes
yeah, sun-
sets
or wet
grass
YEAH
FATHER
PLEASE DON'T LET ME PASS
MAN
on my life
i do want to meet Christ
BUT
not yet
yeah my are wet
from people letting me down
BUT
I still
will to be around
on this ground
yeah my will is still...
strong
so dying
would be wrong
AND WHY?
because
i
just don't wanna die
YET
yeah, no matter how much my eyes are wet
i long to see more sunsets
man
i have seen
so many of my
dreams
die
yeah
for reasons
I don't know why
yeah, God refuses to reply
but
He uses all
of my downfalls
yeah
no lie
but I
still, cry
yeah,
because sometimes
I don't feel the love
or understand
the writing in the sand
MAN
what can i say
i still long for
"that day"
for me
oooowee
yeah, where others
can see me
happy
and
committed
yeah
I'm so with it
yeah, even though
it looks like
I might
not
get it
MAN
if i had my way
i would be
physically walking
by myself today
BUT
I am Christ"s clay
AND
so what He say
goes
YEAH
like water flows
and a flower glows
by the hour
of Sunpower
so
great
i just have to wait
for my turn
of sunburn
and rainshower
(reign shower)
Lord
if i had my way
i would spend time with my best friend Lisa
and my god-children everyday
BUT
my life
is
Your Christ
so my soul must
trust
and sacrifice
yeah, even if it hurts
me
like a knife
to do His work
whenever I see them
will still be
a perk
YEAH
this I say
and this I pray
today
