SOOO...

MAN

i'm so datable 

yeah, because i am 

so relatable  

yeah, I'm human

with ruins 

BUT

guess what?

i still

 feel 

worthy 

of 

love 

yeah, 

you still 

deserve 

me 

honestly 

yeah, 

come

and 

see 

what 

we 

could 

be 

OH, POPPYCOCK

MAN

depression 

is 

still 

a life lesson  

i guess

I must learn 

before I turn

the page 

on this stage 

of 

palsy 

yeah 

my cerebral 

still works

bur my heart

still hurts 

yeah Heavenly Father

your Earthly Daughter

needs help 

as she wept 

in-depth

about a situation 

that this nation 

sees beautiful 

in this station 

 

  

EVERY SINGLE BREEZE

God hears 

every single 

conversation

yeah 

and he feels

every single 

vibration 

in this earthly 

nation 

 of 

temptation 

yeah 

because 

in the beginning 

before there was 

any sinning 

he knew 

you and me

intimately

so yeah

he sees 

every single breeze

ALL ROLLED INTO ONE

 God is...

everything 

good 

rolled into 

one

yeah 

God is...

a daughter 

God is...

a son

yeah

well done 

yeah

we all called 

and made 

like an ace 

of 

spade 

yeah 

our faces 

are 

like a shooting star 

on Earthly ground 

yeah 

some must be 

found 

but I swear \

we are all 

there 

yeah

in his thoughts 

and in her care 

of 

imagination 

and 

creation 

Inspired by Genesis 1.26

THE BIG TOP-IC

MAN

everyone 

get down 

yeah

like clown 

without a circus  

in town 

BUT

guess what?

everyone 

still has purpose 

under the surface 

of 

the big top

so, please 

don't stop

 your own clock 

when things seem 

to be 

a hot mess dream 

LUSTFUL THINKING pt 2

 NOW 

no matter 

how much i try 

to justify 

my lustful thinking 

it is still wrong 

like a hateful song 

on the radio 

yeah, no matter 

how fast or slow 

it must go 

you know where 

yeah, where everything is 

hot and unfair 

with a snair 

or two 

yeah, but  God

what?

is a single female 

suppose to do

LUSTFUL THINKING

 my flesh 

failed 

another test 

but I still 

think God is real

and yes

He is the best 

I have ever seen 

yeah, even in 

my mental dreams

I scream 

JESUS 

yeah, like 

hot ice cream 

on a fall day 

yeah, Father 

please melt 

all of

my lustful thinking 

away 

yes 

I pray 

I pray 

I pray 

 

PHEROMONES pt. 2

 MAN

right or wrong 

my pheromones

are in raged 

yeah, let me set the stage

my pheromones 

 be coming in 

strong 

singing a song 

yeah, like 

who do I belong to?

yeah, is it you? 

or you

yeah, be truthful 

not ruthless 

yeah, speak up 

even if 

you are toothless 

PHEROMONES

 MAN 

my heart 

keeps on 

putting 

itself 

out there 

yeah 

even though 

love is 

so not fair 

to me 

but ooowee 

I so wanna 

be 

someone's baby 

and then 

have someone's 

baby 

yeah 

my pheromones

are crazy 

but 

they are not lazy 

they are just lonely 

and human 

so what am I  doing?

feeling like an animal 

TO THE END DEGREE

 to the end degree 

God, i see You 

God, i see me 

yeah. on a family tree

or on a star 

far away 

yeah,, on a galaxy  

that only you know 

from head to tor 

inside and out 

yeah, which makes me

wanna shout

jus' thinkin' about 

the end 

when 

I see you 

my friend 

my kin 

my Creator

THE WATER WORKS

 my eyes are wet 

and my heart has regret 

but yet...

God is still real 

and here 

yeah, he steers 

my day 

in a very

unique way 

yeah. with 

wordplay 

he talks 

to me 

and he 

walks with me 

yeah, even with 

cerebral palsy 

obviously 

yeah, he is 

the key 

to my boat

and the water 

to my...

float 

THE LIGHTHOUSE of HOPE

 MAN

God knows all of my dirt 

and he knows all of my hurts 

yeah, and he still wills (wheels) me to work 

for Him

yeah, so I will never sink 

I will always swim 

yeah, into the dim 

and into the deep 

yeah, even in my sleep

I float 

like a bloat 

searching for 

the lighthouse of hope 

on a rope 

to cope 

with cerebral palsy 

yeah I want to be ballsy 

  but respectable 

yeah so NorthStar

please show me 

where you are  

so far 

THE FUTURE OF MY FLESH

 MAN 

i don't wanna be alone 

yeah, my heart needs a home 

with a bed 

and another head 

laying net to me 

yeah, I so long to see 

a good looking 

godly man 

with our house key 

in his hand 

yes Lord

that is my hope 

that is my plan 

yeah, before 

i leave this land 

i will stand 

and say 

i do 

to only God 

knows who 

UNTIL I BECOME

 MAN

I won't be 

satisfied 

until i became 

someonw\s brise 

or someone's mother 

yeah and furthermore

I won't be happy 

or become sappy

until I walk 

 through a door 

by myself 

but with God's breath 

breathing on me 

before my death 

yeah I not satisfied 

with the lonely   

THE MAIN REASON (PSALM 136)

Father 

i give thanks 

yeah even if 

I have

 anxiousness   

or blanks 

in my rye

yeah 

and why?

because 

I 

still 

breath 

yeah even if 

I don't 

achieve 

to get 

blood 

sweat 

and tears 

on my sleeve 

or 

on my skin 

when I'm here 

on Earth

but 

guess what?

i so 

know 

that your 

hunger 

and your thirst 

is 

the main reason 

for my birth 

Monique"s INNER VOICE

breathe in 

breathe out 

and try not to shout 

your doubts 

into the world 

Girl

'cause trust me 

that's what ya will see

yeah, trust me

that's what ya gonna be

for your eternality on Earth 

but 

guess what?

your birth

wasn't meant  

 for worse 

so yeah 

Girl

just thirst 

and hunger 

for a wonderful 

burst 

of 

love 

and 

more 

positive energy 

to soar

EXPOSED PORTAL HOLES

Spirit 

let me hear it 

yes, loud and clear 

what you want me to be 

or 

to see 

in this key 

called 

humanity 

yeah such calamity 

has come 

but still 

can't run 

from 

these mirrors 

internally 

so, please 

fix my eyesight 

to see

more clearly 

whatever you like 

or 

before 

the door 

is

slammed shut 

for good 

A OPEN SORE ( A MIRROR MAZE)

 MAN

my flesh

failed me again 

when will i ever learn?

when I burn? 

the Hell up 

or turn 

from my lustful ways 

yeah but still in a daze 

or going through a phase 

yeah mirror maze 

please don't cut me 

anymore

or 

slut me 

in this war

of 

my core 

but please 

help me 

close 

the door 

on this 

open sore 

SCABBED OVER

wounds 

please fly away 

like balloons 

yeah 

please change the tune 

of

my moody sky 

yeah 

please make me feel 

really high 

on Earth 

yeah

please gimme 

a new birth 

and some new worth 

yeah 

on a turf 

that seems 

like a dream 

that screams 

I'M ALIVE 

or 

I'M WOKE 

so yeah 

please don't choke 

on the smoke

of 

hope  

 

looking at my own reflection

Dad

i think about u a lot 

yeah man,

 why?

 did your heart have to stop?

yeah, it could've kept on movin' like a clock 

yeah, but

 The Rock 

said definitely 

obviously 

because 

you are not here 

to see 

your grandchildren 

be 

themselves 

with the breath 

God gave them

yeah before 

their lighthouses 

go dim 

before the shore 

or 

their core 

is 

no more

16,047 days

MAN

 being human 

is

so frustrating  

yeah God

what's up?

with all the hating 

and waiting 

for 

open doors 

and love 

to come 

or better yet 

while my ears 

are wet 

letting my legs 

that now move 

like pegs 

walk or run

yeah 

the sixth man

 question 

THEY END UP DEAD PT 2

Father

i prayed

so they should've stayed 

right here

but instead 

their bodies 

are dead 

and my heart 

is filled with

tears 

and years 

of 

loss

tossed 

out of the window 

yeah Lord

today 

I'm feelin' 

some kinda way 

but you might say

"Daughter. it's okay "

to feel gray 

or 

sentimental  

THEY ENDED UP DEAD pt. 1

God

i did everything 

you said 

but still  

ended up 

dead 

so did you?

play tricks 

with my head 

yeah

while I laid 

in my bed 

praying like a child 

going wild 

but communicating 

in your style 

or so I thought 

but my desire

must've caught 

fire 

because like I said

they ended up dead 

NAILS AND THORNS

 nails and thorns 

they both have performed 

healing and harm 

in a storm

of cooked 

and 

cold corn-

flakes 

yeah 

for goodness 

sakes 

yeah 

heartbreak hotels 

and wishing wells 

but what's that smell?

Heaven or Hell? up

or 

both 

mixed up

in one 

well, either way 

Jesus paid 

and I stayed 

in cerebral palsy 

MY RIB-BONE GROAN

MAN

my flesh 

speaks  

so loudly

and I feel really 

weak 

against 

every single offense 

yeah 

that sometimes 

my mind 

still needs 

evidence

God's will 

for real 

yeah I crave 

a flesh meal 

at every turn 

yeah 

I yearn 

for a different kind of 

heartburn 

yes Lord

I'm ready to learn 

from my

 running mistakes 

THIS WAR (WORLD AND REALITY )

God 

my heart still hurts  

but my still works 

yeah my heart still 

breaks aches 

to know more 

about this thing 

called war

yeah 

this world 

and reality 

is a lot 

for me

to take 

yeah 

like the great lakes 

all at once 

or 

just some really bold 

yeah 

I feel really 

dance 

yeah 

nothing really 

makes 

sense 

on the fence

called 

Earth

but God 

what is it 

all worth?

L.O.L.

MAN

i'm so lonely

out loud

but it's not funny 

no, I yearn for s crowd 

or somebody

 to see me 

as great company 

yeah whether it be 

platonic 

or 

romantic 

I just wanna feel 

like I'm real 

and I belong 

on this planet 

called Earth

yeah

I need to know 

if my birth 

has any worth 

WHAT'S YOUR GAIN?

 God, please help me understand 

the language of your land 

or 

the workings of your hand 

on Earth

yeah Yahshua

what all do you [lan to birth?

yeah, I so hunger and thirst to know 

how this life is gonna go down 

yeah, before the trumpet sounds 

or 

the heavenly gates open 

yeah.i'm  hoping that coping

with me cerebral palsy

has not been in vain 

yeah, in Jesus's Name  

yeah Father

please tell 

your "right here" daughter 

what's your gain 

  

 

SLEEPYTIME PT, 3

hello 

sleepy hollow 

can i borrow

 tomorrow? 

with no...

 sorrow 

to follow 

the morning 

dew

yeah 

i just wanna

 be with you

tonight 

yeah 

nice and tight 

with no sight 

on the outside

yes Lord

please take me

on a r.e.m. ride 

SLEEPYTIME PT. 2

God 

maybe 

i need 

some sleepy tea 

in me 

to really free

of what really 

frightens me 

at night 

yeah Father 

where is the light 

of insight 

yeah

my r.e.m.

to swim.  

yeah

because 

rest 

is not 

a sin

yeah 

like 

most pretend 

no man

it actually is

the best kind of win 

SLEEPYTIME

crazy dreams

Lord, scream  

for more 

yeah 

touch the ceiling 

touch the floor

yeah 

swim to the ocean 

floor 

yeah 

my core 

or 

the door 

to the divine 

in my mind

yeah 

I wanna be fine 

in my sleepytime 

ALONG CAME A SPIDER MAN...

Cain killed Abel 

and then sort of 

hid it under the table 

or in the garden 

yeah 

because 

his heart was 

hardened 

 yeah 

he was

jealous 

and he got

overzealous 

yeah

just like the fellas 

did Jesus 

on the cross 

yeah 

he was The Boss

and he still

 got done wrong

yeah

but his will 

still sung 

God's song

yeah nice and strong 

and also alone 

hello weekend

 hello weekend 

yeah hello 

my twisted friend 

will this loneliness 

ever end?

all i want 

is a kiss 

on a couch 

from my spouse 

in our own house 

but right now

somehow 

I'm still single 

I have no wrinkles

but I feel real 

old 

but maybe 

that's just my getting cold 

at night

yeah 

because

there is 

no love 

to hold me 

tight 

and look into...

my sight 

a lonely place to be

inside my chest 

i must confess

i feel resl 

stressed and blessed 

at the same time 

yeah 

total chaos 

and rhyme 

grinding my gears 

and calming my fears 

yeah 

so i 

cry 

happy and sad 

tears 

but why?

because 

I 

am

missing 

romantic hugging 

and kissing 

but even dating 

is dissing me

obviously 

because 

I don't see 

anyone 

sitting 

across from me

which is...

a lonely place to be 

i'm sad to say

 i'm sad to say

that one day 

my breath

will see death 

yeah, 

i will

die 

and hopefully

you will

 cry

hard

and long

yeah

while movin' on

strong

like train

in the rain 

yeah 

Earth's pain

but Heaven's gain

I'm sad to say

A HUMAN'S WEPT

MAN

i have so many 

issues 

that no 

tissues

can hold

the tears 

yeah 

for years 

I have struggled 

with lust 

and lack of trust 

with us 

yeah us

as a people 

and what goes on

 wrong 

in certain 

steeples 

or 

temples 

yeah 

no dimples 

yeah \

there's nothing to 
smile about 

as my inner-child 

cries out 

for help

yeah 

a huma's wept

   

 

1 john 4.1

i'm feelin' 

tired 

yeah 

like i'm...

  'bout to expired  

but I'm 

required 

to still be 

here 

yeah 

in this wheelchair 

with long hair 

and also care 

about people

and the steeple 

of 

my savior 

but 

I need 

some more speed 

and a favor

from my father 

yeah 

please stop 

 the things 

that bother me 

yeah 

so I can see 

your plan

for humans 

better 

yeah 

Yahshua

let me 

never have to 

suffer for you 

again  

IF THESE LEGS COULD WALK

MAN 

if these legs could walk 

where would they go?

i don't know 

but my feet

would hit the flo'

or the ground 

yeah 

I would be 

around

town 

yeah 

house to house 

yeah

I wouldn't be 

a louse  

or a slug 

yeah 

I would fly 

like a ladybug 

NORMAL WALKING POWERS

hey, heavenly dad, 

my spirit is a little sad 

can you hear it?

and clear its eyes

yeah, 

you don't have to

 apologize 

for all the world's

 lies 

no, just make your girl 

walk 

by herself 

yes Lord 

please use your breath 

again 

yeah 

blow into me 

slow like the wind 

yeah 

make me your twin 

flame 

in Jesus name 

CLOUD 10

 if you are trading this 

then you are going me

 a virtual kiss 

to my hard

yeah because

when you read 

you show me, love 

wherever you may be 

yeah

even though

I can't see 

you physically 

but anyway

 when I write 

I don't think 

what others

 may like

or their eyesight 

my guard is just down 

and you still found 

me

and stuck around 

to the end 

yeah 

; like a true blue 

friend 

or 

a kin 

so I am on 

cloud 10 

so I think you 

for

 helping me

 soar 

NO LIE I...

MAN

i wish i had...

a love interest 

yeah 

i wish i was 

someone's temptress 

and we

would have a 

baby 

maybe two 

yeah 

one dressed in pink

one dressed in blue

yeah 

after we say

I do 

yeah 

that would be 

a dream come true

for me 

to see 

yeah 

a romantic 

reality 

to happily

 screen about

no doubt 

LIVING A R&B SONG

 God

right or wrong

i show do wish 

that I was living 

an r&b

song 

yeah 

loud 

and 

stong 

for a whole crowd to see

yeah me

 romantically

being loved 

and 

thought of 

as sexy as

a turnkey house 

yeah 

I yearn 

to be a spouse 

and 

a mother 

yeah 

a full-time

lover 

with no cover 

on

yeah Lord

so point me 

to where I belong 

on the record

 

birdcall

hey God

this is your sparrow 

yeah, trying to fly 

high and narrow 

but trying 

to live big  

like a fig tree 

yeah Father 

can you see me?

trying to be

 more like you 

in the clear blue 

sky 

yeah Lord 

please reply 

before I die 

or 

before I fall 

yeah birdcall

birdcall 

Goodnight Owl -Child

Father God

Lord of Love 

please tell me 

what You are thinking of me 

and what did You really want this kid to  be

yeah Yahshua

because I can't really see

clearly

or 

can I ?

yeah as I try 

and cry 

I still wait 

for your great reply 

from the sky 

or 

on this Earth 

yeah

so just bust in 

like a friend 

yeah 

no pretend

yeah 

just be yourself 

with every breath 

that you made me from 

yeah 

you talked 

you walked 

you didn't run 

from the dun 

or 

from the heat 

no 

not until 

your mission  

 was complete 

and i yearn  

to do the same

in this frane 

in Jesus name 

amen 

 

SINCERELY ME part 3

Girl 

i see u 

in my rearview 

 and I boohoo

'cause we r not friends 

anymore

yeah 

no more walkin' 

through my front door 

makin' my heart sore 

wit' your lies 

and your silent cries 

for attention 

but did I mention?

i still miss

 who I thought u were

yeah 

even though

u hurt me so

yeah 

like black ice snow 

burrr

but 

guess what?

i prefer 

to just 

wish u the best 

yeah 

even if 

I neva see u 

again 

for the rest 

of

my life  

 

 

SINCERELY ME part 2

 Girl

i thought

we had a friendship 

but 

i was wrong 

yeah

like a song 

played backward 

yeah 

because 

afterwards 

there was no love 

left 

yeah 

in either of our breaths 

yeah 

and i felt like death 

yeah 

being by myself 

hurts 

but Girl

i so grew 

from u 

and your dirt 

SINCERELY ME

 Girl 

i sincerely 

wanted to be your friend 

and I intended to take u to end 

of 

my life 

yeah 

to end of Earth 

and then to Christ 

but 

u had other plans 

and mine 

just couldn't stand 

up

next to your

schemes 

or 

misguided dreams 

or 

seems 

but 

either way 

I hurt today 

and I pay 

very close 

attention

yeah 

I listening 

to everything 

that people 

 but 

I'm not 

by a longshot

okay  

UP SINCE 3 a.m.

 man 

last night 

i didn't sleep 

many hours \

but 

i still felt 

God's power 

around me 

yeah 

as the clock 

turned 3 

and i still couldn't see 

the sunlight 

physically 

shining

 brightly

through my window 

yeah 

so even when 

my friend 

Mr. Sandman 

doesn't understand 

that I can 

rest

 and  

do God's plans 

yes 

do his best 

yeah 

even when 

I do 

less 

DOUBLE OVERTIME

MAN

can i just be liked?

yeah. 

enough to ride 

outside

 on a two-sitter bike 

or 

in a bed 

where my hard 

can rest 

on his chest 

yeah

that would be the best 

for me 

to see

and to feel 

yeah 

for real

yeah 

in the still of the night 

I would so like 

to be held 

so tight 

yeah 

soul take a fight 

like a kite 

or a bite 

and fall 

like a ball

in love

with me 

Fridays (NO ROMANTIC REPLY)

MAN 

in my opinion 

yeah  

in my dominion 

yeah 

Fridays 

are supposed to be 

spent with company 

yeah 

intimately 

yeah 

fridays 

are opposed to fun 

yeah no hit and run 

and spent with the one 

that God has sent 

yeah 

no accident 

yeah 

Lois Lang  and Clark  Kent 

in human form 

yeah 

nice and warm 

yeah 

especially 

in a storm 

but 

here i 

internally cry 

because 

there is 

no romantic reply 

from 

sny guy

Hwy Friday

 Hey Friday 

so what do i say about you?

the sky is high 

and sunshine 

but my hear

ts still 

real single 

and blue 

yeah 

I still yearn 

for a man 

to take my hand 

and stand 

side by side 

yeah 

I still yearn 

to be a bride

yeah man

let's ride 

in your car 

yeah

let's go far 

yeah 

until God's will 

gives 

out on us 

or

we must

get on the bus 

but either way 

I need you

to wanna stay 

and party 

 

NO ENGAGMENT PARTY part 3

boohoo boohoo 

i do i do 

cry on the inside 

because

i don't see 

you

on one knee 

proposing to me 

with a key 

to your heart 

and a brand new start 

with matrimony 

with a homie -lover- friend 

yeah 

until 

my body is still

and 

my breath

sees death  

 

 

NO ENGAGEMENT PARTY part 2

MAN

please look into my eyes 

and tell me 

you love 

yeah 

and then 

kiss and hug me 

like a forever friend 

yeah 

gimme a spin  

that doesn't end 

to not death

yeah 

please love me 

to have no breath left 

NO ENGAGEMENT PARTY

MAN 

i can't seem

to turn the page 

of wanting to 

get in engaged 

but sadly 

have nobody 

in-love with me 

so I can't see

that happening 

anytime soon 

so yeah 

my heart hurts 

like a busted balloon 

or 

like a song 

played in the wrong 

tune   

ROMANTIC MOVIES? part 2

 MANi

i can't wait

to be a date 

to be a girlfriend

to be a wife 

in real life 

yeah 

I so yearn

to have a turn 

in paradise 

yeah 

where the weather is nice 

with some spice 

and some sugar

with a looker   

ROMATIC MOVIES? part 1

MAN

why do i

keep watching

romantic movies 

thinking they would only

 soothe me

but I 

still wanna try 

love

yeah 

I still wanna

a kiss 

and someone 

to miss 

yeah 

and 

knows 

that 

I 

exist 

for such a time 

as this 

in real life

  

 

BREAD & BUTTER

bread & butter 

father & mother  

sister & brother 

God, you are all these things 

with wings

and more 

yeah 

even when 

I need 

a friend 

and the world 

is 

at war 

you are still 

love 

and 

you still soar 

to the core  

of 

Heaven 

yeah 

like a 747

butter knife 

you slice 

O SO NICE 

EVERYBODY IS CUTE

everybody 

is 

cute

to someone 

yeah 

even if 

they can't walk 

or 

run 

you 

are 

human 

so have faith 

have fun

in the sun 
or 

in the flesh 

but 

never forget 

your inner switch 

or 

holy pitch 

yeah

because 

it 

knows 

best 

yes 

so

no

cute 

contest 

ON THIS HERE SUNDAY

WOW

i can smile 

yeah because 

i am loved 

and 

I am God's Child 

yeah, 

mile for mile 

and 

moment by moment 

I am His 

and 

I own it 

with my whole heart 

and 

with every single body part 

I have 

and 

I laugh 

out of joy

because 

O boy

 God doesn't see me 

as a toy

no, Hr id 

so serious 

and delirious

about this here

 daughter 

 that 

I clearly shout 

on this here 

SUNDAY 

GRATEFUL IN MY BOO-HOO

 Hey Shevawn 

i still can't run 

from the sound 

of your voice 

it doesn't sound like noise 

or anything 

but since you gained 

your wings 

I thought 

that part of you would stop 

yeah, like a broken clockin' 

but I guess not.

because 

I still hear you 

yeah, even though 

I don't see your 

physical view 

or 

hear you say

 anything new 

yeah

but 

guess what?

I'm still grateful in my boo-

hoo  

NIGHTSTAND

MAN

i don't like 

feelin' like this 

yeah feelin' untouchable

yeah unkissed 

yeah, when I so exist 

in this world 

yeah, like diamonds 

like pearls 

yeah Man

when is someone?

gonna take my hand 

makes some plans 

and leave his heart 

on our nightstand  

 

I REALLY BELONG

 y'all jus' don't

 understand 

i really belong 

on this land 

and 

to the best spirit 

known to man

but I can

make plans 

with you 

too

Boo

or 

with a crew 

of 

new disciples 

yeah

if 

your goal

is

to help

Christ 

save 

a soul's life 

than possibly 

I could be 

your wife 

 

MUSICALITY

God 

this is

where i need to...

boast 

about all of the things 

  you have done 

and do 

yeah 

especially when 

I'm feelin' unsure

insecure

or blue 

yeah

because 

your love  

will always 

reign

supreme 

yeah 

over 

this here 

queen's dream 

yeah King 

I see your 

View

yeah

old 

and new 

and 

I salute 

you 

with a flute 

of 

more trivia pursuit 

HEART FLUTTER part 2

 CRAP

because of my handicap 

i don't feel 

really human 

no

in fact 

I feel 

ruined 

yeah 

because 

no one is...

 doing me  

romanticly 

yeah

I seem to have the key 

that nobody wants

to flaunt

or use

so damn 

I am 

the house of blues 

HEART FLUTTER part 1

MAN

my heart just wants 

to feel

real 

love 

yeah 

like 

a dove 

yeah 

handle 

very gently 

but still 

able to 

move around

on the ground 

peaceful and free

yeah 

so fella 

here's the key 

to be 

with me 

yeah 

pure honestly

 

U.F.O. part 4

you look human

BUT

there is 

a blight light 

coming from you 

yeah 

suggesting that you might 

be something new 

yeah Christ 

the maker of all life 

please give me a clue 

 to pursue 

a higher plane 

in your name 

yeah 

grain to grain 

or 

frame to frame 

Yes Lord

like a house 

or 

a spouse 

yeah, 

Great Divine 

please douse 

my mind 

with more of your kind

of 

your sunshine (Son-shine) 

U.F.O. part 3

HEY

what are you?

and what are you doing here? 

yeah 

black and blue 

and effecting 

the atmosphere

with the sky 

still clear 

and high

did fly?

like a hawk 

or 

man 

did you walk?  

U.F.O. part 2

NOW

did you know?

that a real U. F.O. 

is 

you and me 

from head to toe 

living spiritual 

on Earthly ground 

yeah 

moving around 

and  

speaking profound 

but seen 

as a dream 

or 

a clown 

yeah 

with our skin 

white or brown 

  

UFO

 we all 

are from 

another world 

yeah every single boy

and every single girl

yeah 

some might call us bright 

 diamonds 

some might call us 

a rare pearl 

with a swirl 

or 

very spiritual 

with a soulful 

tone 

yeah 

mixed 

with

flesh 

and 

bone 

yeah

no right 

or 

no wrong 

just some very strong features

of 

creatures  

THE ALREADY WRITTEN WORD

    MAN 

this word 

was already written 

yeah 

way before 

I was ever sitting 

in this wheekchat  

yeah

I sweat 

and God 

even knew that my hair 

would be long 

and that 

my heart would be strong 

enough 

to survive 

being alive 

in a rough world 

yeah 

and as a disabled 

girl 

 now a woman 

with many internal 

wounds 

BUT

guess what?

my spirit 

will never see 

a tomb 

yeah 

so Heaven 

has to make room

for all 

of 

the alter calls 

and the already written 

word 

ALL MANKIND

All mankind 

should walk 

in this world 

blind 

yeah 

our faith 

should not see 

a face 

or 

a place  

yeah 

we should 

just move 

and groove 

in the good 

of 

the hood 

for

our neighbors 

yeah

 we should 

all do 

each other

a favor

and savor 

every moment 

we have 

here

 yeah  

with no fear 

we should laugh 

and cheer 

while staying 

near to God

make no mistake

BODY and SPIRIT

 body and spirit 

oh, how i hear them both 

yeah 

one loves 

me

unconditionally 

and the other one 

wants me roast 

in Hell 

to uttermost

yeah 

like 

a not 

so friendly 

ghost 

yeah

flying over fire 

or walking on wire

instead 

of 

 on water

like my forefathers  

inspired by my life and 1 Corinthians 7 

 

HONESTY and PURITY

 GOD 

i wanna get physical 

in so many ways

but the bible 

say 

pay close attention 

to your temple 

yeah 

watch your mental 

and guard your heart 

yeah man 

all of our inner parts 

need fresh start 

and a clean finish 

yeah  now 

on the outside 

of 

this earthly ride 

there will be 

humps, bumps, 

bruises, and blemishes 

trust me 

but internally 

all The Lord

wants to see 

is 

honesty and purity 

Inspired by my life and 1 Corinthians 6

ROMANTIC HEARTBURN

MAN

i just don't understand 

why i am 

still 

alone

because of 

this wheelchair 

I am sitting in 

yeah Christ 

this Earth life

is not

fair 

  but 

somewhere \

somehow 

I still 

yearn

for 

a turn 

at real heartburn 

 yeah 

a romantic relationship

and 

a child 

to make me smilr

R.A.V.E.N (part 2)

MAN 

i wish 

i was 

a raven 

yeah 

so I 

could fly 

in the sky  

to a safe 

haven 

yeah 

I need 

some

 saving 

grace 

from 

this place

of 

palsy 

yeah 

I need 

some 

speed 

and 

to become 

ballsy 

with the sun 

R.A.V.E.N. (part 1)

 MAN

i want to be

free

yeah 

from 

cerebral palsy 

yeah

out of

this body 

of 

realness 

and

stillness 

on 

Earth 

yeah 

almost 

a vegetative 

verse 

yeah 

a 

blessing 

and 

curse 

yeah y'all 

yearn

 to get the call 

yeah 

to fly high

and not to fall 

at all 

US AS A LIVING AND BREATHING PEOPLE

God

as i sit 

here

watching

This Is Us 

and my heart feels 

like it's really gonna bust 

yeah

and my wanna cry

why?

because I wonder 

if will mourn me 

when my body is still 

yeah

when I'm die 

what will be said?

and will their eyes be red?

and their heat sad?

because of 

the love 

they had 

for me 

or 

will 

they 

be 

glad 

to see me 

go

yeah

after 

my

final 

show 

Yeah Father

I would really like to know

WITH PERSEVERANCE

Man

my flesh is still weak 

and i still can't really sleep deep 

but God's will is still 

present 

yeah

in this here

 adolescent of the faith 

yeah

I still need 

mercy

I still need

grace 

in the place 

of 

my heart 

yeah

I still 

need

God"s 

will 

to feed 

on

yeah

to make me 

strong 

and 

to last long   

 Inspired by my life and Hebrew 12:1