man
the bible says...
if u honor your parents like the pres.
your days on earth will be long
but I feel so wrong
because my daddy is gone
home
and I am still here
with fearful tears
in my eyes
but surprise
I'm still here at 42
and the sky is...
all shades of blue
so maybe the bible is true
but I will have to just wait and see
in the next century
my breath
got cut
in half
recently
yeah when
the man
who put on this land
died suddenly
yeah, daddy, I miss you
yeah, please pass me a tissue
yeah because even though we had issues
I love you
and wish that you were still here
instead of there
yeah up in the air
like a kite
or a flight
but dad, I do see the light
at the end of this tunnel
yeah heaven is a funnel cake
so have a great time
and drink some wine
om my behalf
and please don't forget to laugh
DAMN
my daddy just went to heaven
without out me
but at least...
he's at peace
and he lived
not doubting
my mental potential
but that's simple
because I'm not accidental
yeah I was made
to be a spade
yeah I was made
to be an ace
of grace
yeah a poker face
card
when life gets hard
like right now
yeah I'm 42
but I feel
like a real,,,
child
searching for a reason
to smile
MAN
i wish that we
could be
on good terms
yeah I wish that my heart
wasn't being torn apart
by a slow burn
but when will I learn
our turn
has past
yeah like an hourglass
on a shelf
yeah I'm losing my breath
yeah I'm closer to death
than life
MAN
love is a sacrifice
but I still want a slice
of the nice
man,
i'm tryin' to let you go
like blood flow
but you keep sticking around
like a clown
in the circus
yeah have purpose
don't be worthless
with your words
yeah be fly
like a bird
that's been heard
by God
yeah love her
with all of your heart
yeah make her apart
of your start
yeah in all regards
man,
i didn't sleep right last night
yeah, my inner eyes...
saw some fright
that I didn't like
but drop the mic
because here I stand
in God's plan
yeah even though...
i don't fully understand
the nightmares
that make me shake
and wanna pull ...
my hair out
so I shout
in my soul
yeah, not feelin'...
totally whole
or in control
yeah my fear
is clear
and bold
man,
this land is...
cold
i guess i can look
but i can't touch
and man, just the thought of that
hurts me from the front
and the back
but obviously
when others look at me
all they see
is what I lack
in physicality
so damn you disability
for keeping people away from me
like the plague
but my legs...
still need love too
yeah in spite of ...
their view
but what's new?
I'm still blue
but I'm no longer waiting
for you
to come through
for me
man
every time i yell
i feel like i'm goin' to hell
yeah i can smell my flesh burnin'
and my soul turnin'
in the direction of the ground
yeah I once was found
but now I'm lost again
yeah because my angry actions
made me sin
and hurt a kinfolk
yeah while we were both woke
yeah the words that I spoke
were not a joke
I jus' broke
and lost hope
and wow,
I feel like a child
not able to smile
or run away
but I don't wanna stay
in the grey smoke
boyfriend
i am lettin' you go
like sin
yeah even though you and i
have never been
and I'm lettin' go
of the when
yeah when will he come
to be
with me
romantically
yeah I no longer
see
his heart key
to unlock me
or to get on one knee
with a ring
yeah I no longer
see a king
watin' in the wings
for me
yeah, and although
that makes me sad
today, I say goodbye to...
the lovin' boyfriend
I have never had
man
being handicap
feels like crap
yeah like my neck has been snapped
or my legs and hands...
have been cuffed
yeah, life is rough
not able to do stuff
normal people do
really makes blue
yeah, for me
to pursue true
happiness
is really a stressful test
but the bible says...
I'm blessed
so I guess
I must confess
the same thing
with broken wings
and no king
to sing about
but I shout
yeah, even in my doubt
I will
one day
break out
of...
palsy prison
God, please
take this desire
of fire
away
from me
today
yeah because
my life
has no romantic love
to speak of
yeah I'm not a wife
or a girlfriend
yeah, God, you act like
that would be
a sin
for me
so in that case
Lord, place give me grace
for this single race
and please take this taste
of companionship dip
away from my lips
to me
being single
hurts
yeah being single
does not work
for me
yeah you see
being single
with a tingle
to mingle
makes me sad
and mad
because I have never really had
love returned
yeah and so my heart really...
burns
for a baby
to call me his lady
on a daily
yeah I crave that
like crazy
no take-backs
