man,
my soul is so hoarse
yeah from screaming
"survival's remorse "
yeah because I can't seem to divorce
the noise of the dead
in my head
yeah i feel like i have bled
but i'm still alive
in my earthly bed
but no matter how hard I try
or cry out
I'm still filled
with real guilt
under a quilt
of quiet
but don't you buy it
i miss everyone
who saw the sun go down
yeah when their bodies went
underground
and leaving me grieving
for more
or less
rest
sadness
please turn into gladness
right now
yeah, please make this woman
smile like a child
for a little while
longer
yeah I need to be stronger
in this situation
yeah to navigate better
in this crazy weather
would be great
yeah this weight
I hate
but guess what?
i have no mate
to talk to
or to walk things
through
but sharing my point of view
with you
is nothing new
yeah feeling blue
is true
to me
but I don't want to be
man,
i am so much more
than what you see
yeah I am so much more
than my disability
yeah inside
my mind
is just fine
and my heart
is kind
so look at me
internally
yeah here's the kingdom key
open me
up
and then take me out
yeah, see what I'm really,,,
all about
yeah all of the twist
and all of the shout
of my soul
that makes me whole
yeah my cerebral control
man,
kiss me long
kiss me strong
yeah make me forget
about my wrongs
yeah give my heart
a song
so I can carry
on
in this
scary
situation
yeah because
God has called me
to nations
Baby
so make your lady
before I
go crazy
cry
or die
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God, please talk to me
daily
yeah, please calm
the craziness
that exist
because of cerebral palsy
and people acting ballsy
for reasons
I don't understand
yeah, Father, please tell me your plan
on this land
of can
yeah, what can I do?
to please you
through
my pursue m
yeah I want to swim
in the dim
of new Jerusalem
yeah, Father,
please cleanse
my liver
in the Jordan River
and heart
to the start
the impartation
mate
how long do i have to wait?
for you
will my life be through?
before you open the door
for me your wife
man
it cuts like a knife
that my slice of pie
is some guy
that won't even give a try
to fly
because I live on wheels
but my heart is not made of steel
so for real
I want love
before the doves
call me home
yeah, what's wrong with that fact?
man
i just can't seem to shake
this heartbreak
that is trying to take
me out of
this ball game
yeah this physical frame
of flesh and bone
right and wrong
yeah and there won't be
a clone
left
when my breath
is gone
but no more
heartsore
or strongholds
weighing me down
but I don't want
to go underground
yet
and so
my insides are wet
with regret
because I have
no romantic love
to speak of
yeah no ring
to sing about
or no doves
to let out
and so I pout
and I doubt
in the dark
of my heart
man,
i hate to go to sleep
because when my body gets weak
and then I go deep
I swear
I have nightmares
yeah that makes the hairs
stand up on my head
but I can't get out of bed
instead, I just lie there
in total scarred mold
yeah wishing I had
someone to hold me
and set me free
from the scary
sheets
of incomplete
thoughts
that get caught
in a vault
called
cerebral
yeah people help me people
man
i wish
i had a kiss
that exist
on my lips
or on my fingertips
yeah I so wanna slip
and fall in love
yeah two doves
that go together
like gloves
on a hand
or like so imprints
in the sand
yeah that would be my plan
yeah I spend a hundred grand
to have a friend
when times get rough
and plus...
the good stuff
the kissing
the holding
and the consoling
yeah I want more
than the closed eyes
yeah I also so long for
a sweet surprise
man,
I'm still in love
with my situation
yeah I try
to just let it fly by
but it is my greatest temptation
on this nation
but boy, I can't seem to change the station
yeah though
my situation
does not feel the same
my frame
still screams its' name
yeah no games
my flesh
is in pain
and I'm a little
ashamed
because
my love
is real
my love
is true
but my heart
is blue
because
i have nothing to do
with
my situation's
switch
man,
y'all jus' don't understand
how much I really hate
when people refer to me
as "dead weight "
yeah because
God says "I'm good
and i will be great
so wait
who's right?
who's wrong?
who's weak?
who's strong?
man, i jus' wanna belong
in a plan
yeah be the writing
in the sand
or in the hands
of the heavens
yeah 24/7
i wanna be levitating
