KISS ME RIGHT

kiss me 

because it's Friday 

kiss me 

because u love me 

yeah let's be close 

and toast and coast 

to the most highest plane 

yeah grab my frame 

and change my last name 

to yours 

yeah let's soar 

yeah no doors 

or floors 

nah, just more 

core emotions 

in store 

yeah no war 

just love 

yeah doves 

and diamonds 

yeah internally 

speaking  

yeah trust 

us 

kissing 

will deepen our love 

one day 

in some way 

but until then 

kiss me right tonight 

my friend 

PHONE-TREE

please phone ring 

yeah please show me that i mean something 

to you 

yeah let your vocal come through 

and say some new 

and true 

to make my blue 

change to a strange 

bright color 

yeah make me lover 

but no more cover 

no love me openly 

yeah where others can see

us as a healthy tree 

yeah growing and blowing 

in the wind 

yeah no sin 

or rotten spots 

yeah i love is hot 

or warm like corn 

yeah even in a storm 

we will still...

perform 

PARIS FRANCE

i want to go to Paris France 

yeah to dance in the organ of my name  

yeah no pain or shame can blame 

me 

for wasting

to see 

beauty 

all around 

earthly grounds 

yeah how profound

that a clown 

can touchdown 

on a land 

made for man 

but made by God 

Himself 

yeah with His Breath

He made and left 

life and Christ 

all in one 

yeah Grey Po-upon   

Me: IN THE FLESH

sadly,i have lusted 

more than i have loved 

yeah more black crows 

i suppose 

than white doves 

yeah my thoughts 

seem to get caught 

up or down 

in a merry-go-round 

of sounds of sins 

Daddy, when will  this ride

stay still or end?

ME: PHYSICALLY

if i could walk 

where would i go?

i don't know 

but i would walk slow 

to savor the moment 

of God's favor

 in my future 

yeah step by step 

breath by breath 

by myself 

yeah normal 

like caramel

on a ice cream sundae 

yeah what a fun day 

that would be for me

yeah to see my dream 

become a reality 

yeah no lock or key 

just free 

physically  

CASTING OUT THE SHAME

Savior
take these sins
in me
out
yeah and please give me another route
yeah one that is narrow
but big enough for a sparrow
to walk alongside her guide 
yeah her morning star
or her bright moon
yes  Lord what a beautiful tune
or a sweet cocoon
to be wrapped in
yeah no more sin
or a reason to pretend
yes Father, i can feel your still...
but strong wind
on my inner-skin
yeah it feels like kin
or HELLO FRIEND
yeah this i say
and this i pray
in Jesus Name 

HALF EARTH, HALF HEAVEN

girl, i wish i could bring you back into my sight
yeah for just one night
yeah so i can sleep right
in the dark
yeah because you broke my heart
when you left with your breath
yeah and now i don't feel like my self
because death is a funny thing
you get your wings
the choir sings
but it also brings...
a deadly sting
to your kin
and your friend
yeah it feels like a real sin
when you did nothing wrong
but just moved on
to a stronger power
with nothing but flowers
yeah you are being showed
by the savior, girl
but you are not in this world
and so my soul swirls
and then curls up into a ball
yeah until i fall...
asleep
weak
and not whole
oh Christ...
please take control 

JUST OPEN YOUR EYES

man, flirting 

hurts 

yeah because...

flirting doesn't work 

yeah i wan't to be...

free

to love 

to be hugged

to kiss 

to be missed 

yeah in a climate 

yeah when the world is pissed 

i wan't to exist 

in a relationship 

that is romantic 

and i have no need to panic 

yeah even if,,,

all of my wishes are not granted 

i can stand it 

yeah being with....

a man...

with a plan 

yeah where my hand 

fits 

in his 

like a light switch 

on a wall 

yeah i see it all

when it's said and done 

brighten like the sun 

A RESTLESS ROMANCE

lonely nights
are not right
but they are i see in my sight
and ooo how that hurts
yeah i feel like real dirt
but i need a seed
to feed on
yeah to make me strong
yeah because my heart has been breaking
for so long
yeah like a sad song
on the radio
playing really slow
yeah i feel like plant
that just won't grow

THIS REAL LONG LESSON?

why
want a guy
give me a try
before i die
my disability
yeah that stays with me
constantly
yeah cerebral palsy
is it's name
and causing me social shame
is it's game
yeah jokes
and pain
all rolled into one
yeah it thinks

that it is fun
that i can't run 

or walk 

like normal 

and my skin 

is caramel

so it's hard to tell 

rather or not 

i'm doing 

yeah this body 

is like my own...

personal jail-cell

or hell 

with no smell 

just hurt 

dirt 

and workmanship   

yeah trying not to slip

into a depression 

yeah while learning...

this real long lesson  

REAL WORLDLY WISDOM

proverbs
are God's words to the people who hear with an inner ear yeah clear like a tear or a ice cold beer's soul yeah Christ is the mold for our life yeah he is... paradise on Earth yeah he is first before our birth wow, what a thirst that's about to burst out of my brain yeah, such much hunger pains i feel but at least... i am real and i am worthy yeah no hurry or worry just wonder and thunder under the sun yeah until Jesus comes... back yeah truth And facts

BIGGER THAN SIN

sins are not our friends
yeah like the wind is kin to clouds
yeah sometimes it whistles loud
"i love you"
"come on through"
"and breath in what is new"
yeah it's true
God's view
of you
is nice and clear
with no fear
of the future
yeah because...
all is known
before anything is blown
or grown
in a field
yeah for real
all is still
in the night
but all is right
in the moonlight
yeah God's sight
is bright
and mighty
like a duck
yeah there's no need
for luck
yeah when you have a friend
much bigger than sin
in the wind

WRITING IN THE SAND

good morning paper
good morning pen
good morning sun
good morning wind
now where do we begin?
Father forgive me for my sins
and still let your will fill me up
with your lovely cup of Joe
yeah i will sip it slow
even after i blow
my breath
to the left
of your right-hand
yes please work your plan
yeah your writing in the sand
in this human right here
yes lord, please make your words clear
for your sake
yeah before my heart breaks
in Jesus Name
Amen

GIMME ME LIBERTY

God when will i....
stop wanting to be...
a we
yeah my love key is..
free
so take it
but don't break it
yeah my heart is...
apart of a beautiful start
yeah so my guard is down
but my mind is profound
so please man come around
or please God take my breath
yeah if i have to live life
by myself