3:33

3:33
Speak to me
or help me see
the root of the tree
or the fruit of the vine
Your Heart
and Your Mind
Yes Lord please don't leave me blind
or behind
Yeah please shine Your Light
on Your Might
Yeah lets take flight
to Heaven
Yeah for 24/7
that's all i need
Yeah Father feed
my curiosity
on virtuosity

CEREBRAL REALIZATION

man i feel so closed in
yeah in my wheelchair
and in my skin
God when will i begin?
to see Cerebral Palsy as a friend
and not a foe
yes Father i would really like to know
yeah before i lose blood flow
and brain power
yeah seconds and hours
no more rain showers
do i want to fall from my eyes
but Lord i do realize....
that i have been called
to do well
and not fail
but please tell
me
more
yeah will i ever walk through the door?
by myself
with Your Breath
pushing me forth
the course
of action
yeah i crave...
human satisfaction

THE FRIEND-ZONE

man some friendships can be so hard
guard is down
you feel like a clown
and your heart is sore
but you want more
yeah love and war
i guess
yeah a stress
and a blessing
yeah a.k.a. a life lesson learned
as the world turns
and my heart burns
for more friendships
to slip into my soul
yeah because it's so cold
in this mold alone
yeah i try to be strong
but it feels so wrong
to want to belong
to something
that often times
treat me like i'm nothing
or not normal
yeah just because my caramel skin
is considered disable....
within
i still can be a real friend
and would like one too

THE REASON FOR MY WONDER

life is one big slow dance
yeah even if there's no romance
in sight
yeah like i would like
yeah i would love to take a bite
out of an heart-shaped apple crepe
yeah i crave for a date
to be in fate
yeah i crave for mate
who thinks i'm great
yeah even in this physical stake
i am his cake
and ice cream
yeah i am his queen
among other things
yeah i am his dream
that screams
may i have this dance?
will you give me chance?
to woo you
until our days are through
on Earth
yeah you are the reason
for my birth
thirst
and hunger
yeah you are the reason...
for my wonder

OPEN DOOR FANTASIES

man, i wanna walk down the hall with no walk
yeah i don't want a stalker
i want a boyfriend
or a husband
yeah i want a romantic kin
yeah no pretend
or no sin
when you are related to him
yeah he can swim in your ocean
and rub your body with lotion
with no guilt
or no need...
for any underwear under his kilt
yeah my tall glass of milk
feels just like silk-sheets
yeah i feel complete
and weak
at the same time
yeah 'cause this man's love....
is all mine
and so the sun shines
bight
yeah even at night
all is right
in my sight
and my might
is perfect
yeah and all of the pain
and the eye-rain
that i have been through ....
has been worth it
yeah 'cause now i'm here
with a child and you

LOVE #3

love #3
come and love me
exclusively today
and stay
yeah no horseplay
or divorce
yeah let me be your life course
or your wife
yeah your sugar and spice
and everything nice
on a spoon
yeah please make room
for me in your balloon
or your cocoon
yeah morning, noon, and night
yeah please hold me tight
and tell me that everything gonna be alright
yeah even if you're not sure
make me feel secure
and sexy
yeah let me cry
out of my eyes
until i'm still
or realize
that
someone
finally
has my back
and in-fact
it's romantic too
man, i love you boo
who every you are
and pray to God...
that you're not far

YEAR 41

oh lordly
this is my last Wednesday being 40
but what does that really mean?
will i start living life like a queen?
yeah with no one being mean?
well, i guess i will just have to see
yeah, because only God has the key
to my new reality
yeah my Thursdays
and beyond
yeah my many moons
and suns to come
yeah my days are already done
so will i run in year 41
man, i hope so
but you know....
i would be just as happy as pappy
seeing his first'child being born
just to walk on my own
yeah i pray that my legs will get strong
and stay that way for a very long time
yeah like fine wine
to my mind
yeah let's toast
to growth

TRUE WONDER?

man i wonder how long i will be under thunder
yeah i wonder how long my desires will burn in the fire
yeah i wanna be higher
but i feel as low as flo''
and i can't seem to be able to find a doorway out
so i shout
in my poetry
a.k.a. my closest friend
yeah next to my skin
the wind
and my tears
yeah how many more years will my fears of loneliness
will cause me unrest
yeah when will i pass the test
i guess, when i die
bur man, i still wanna cry
because i am alone
yeah there's no romance in my home
so yeah when things go wrong....
there's no shoulder
or no hand holder
to go to
yeah whenever i'm feelin' blue
i jus' do

WITH EVERY SINGLE BREATH

with every single breath
we must be ourselves
yeah our unique personalities matter
like a bladder in the body
yeah being a hottie might be cool
but being a clone is wrong
or being a copycat is wack
yeah in fact...
our fingerprints...
proves that
yeah no ink can shrink
our link to The Lord
so don't be boring
no be brainstorming
yeah be true to you boo
and not to some crew
that doesn't see your clear view
or hear your sincere voice
yeah you might come off as some soft noise
instead of a good choice
voiced by God
yeah life is hard
but we were all set apart
to let our lights shine bright
yeah in a knight fight
or a war of sores

THIRD WORLD COUNTRY

my first love
made me feel beautiful and safe "
my second love
made me feel sexy and normal
yeah and now this caramel girl
wants to feel all of that
in her third would country
yeah i wanna bounty of emotions
in my ocean
the third time around
yeah i want my spirit
to leave the ground
yeah because i have found that love is...
like a glove
yeah it keeps you warm
and helps you to perform better
man, this single weather is...
so cold to my soul
and i don't wanna die old
without Christ taking control
of my gold
yeah he must mold me a man
on this land
that fully understands
i can...