1, 000 Dollars A Day

help
i say
as i wept today
in my soul
because can be cold
and people can be cruel
with the golden rule
so i feel like a real fool
in a duel
with the devil
so hand me a shovel
because i'm dead
in my head
and maybe in my heart too
because i feel so blue
so please God give me a clue
or give me something new
to do
in a day
okay?
yeah i am your clay
and your are the potter
yeah i am your daughter
so father please
send me some finance
so i can dance
out of my pants
like david
and i also save some
as i beat on a drum
yeah a thousand dollars a day
please com
in jesus name i ask
amen

ARIZONA

BABY PLEASE DON'T GO
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU SO
YOUR SMILE IS RAINBOW
AFTER THE RAIN
BUT I'M PAIN
YEAH I'M SAD BECAUSE YOU'RE LEAVIN'
YEAH MY HEART IS GRIEVIN' IN THIS DISBELIEF
BUT I DO WISH YOU PEACE
IN ARIZONA

THE TALE OF 2 CITIES

it's 2:30
and i'm in a hurry
to grow up
so wish me luck
as buck out into this new world
of wonder
and please pray
that i don't go under
ground
yes into the lost and no found
yeah pray that i don't drown
or act like a clown
on stage
or grown into a jealous rage
but i am of tired of being in a cage
labeled cerebral palsy
yeah i was born to be ballsy
yeah even though...
i am a female
i was born with very dominate smell
but not like hell
but more like heaven's wishing well
on earth
in jesus name
amen

cigarettes burns

she knows my name
and number
but has no idea how much rain and thunder
she has caused
wait a minute, pause
maybe she's aware
but just doesn't care
which isn't fair
because i still love her'
and think of her
every single day
and almost every single hour
man, i want my power back
and the tracks of my tears to stop
flooding around the clock
which doesn't always work
and so i hurts

MAKING A WISH

man, i wish i could walk
man, i wish i could drive
man. i wish i was a bride
and a mommy
for real
not funny
yeah i crave milk and honey
yeah like a bed craves silk sheets
yeah my pain is very deep
and sometimes i cry myself to sleep
but God keep on wake me up
but not because of luck
but because of love
yeah like a dove
which is gentle
and not accidental
so my mental must let go
and let God flood
in me like a wave-pool
man, the water is cool

WHY DID YOU HURT ME SO?

why did you make me cry?
why did you lie?
when i love you so much my friend
yeah we are supposed to be the begin, the middle and the end
yeah like skin and blood
or like water and a flood
but instead my heart and head feels like mud
but i want to crud off of me
yeah so i can see
and breathe
again
i feel like sin
right now
and that's not how a child of God should feel
yeah for real
but i still wanna know...
why did you hurt me so?