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Saturday, March 31, 2018

emoji

i text
and hardly get a text back
man, that's wack
because i really love hard
yeah i really stopped by guard
to show that i care
and your feelings are no where to be found
so i feel like a clown
as my heart frowns
on the insides
well, so much for pride

MY ROMANTIC DREAMS

HEY SUNSHINE
HEY MY REASON TO RHYME
ABOUT ALL KINDS OF STUFF
UNTIL MY BRAIN HAS HAD ENOUGH
OR MY PAIN HAS VANISHED
OR MY FLESH IS DONE BEING MANNISH
THINKING ABOUT A SPANISH GUY
WHY?
THEY JUST SEEM SO FLY
AND I WOULD LIKE TO TRY...
SOMETHING ROMANTIC BEFORE I LEAVE THIS PLANET
PLEASE
DON'T MAKE GET ON MY KNEES
BECAUSE YOU KNOW MY LEGS CAN'T BEG
OR BEND LIKE THAT
BUT MY LOVE IS NOT WACK
IT'S JUST DIFFERENT
YEAH IT'S PURE
AND SURE
ONCE GIVEN A CHANCE TO DANCE
WITH MY ROMANTIC DREAMS

SAT-UR-DAY

so here i sit in another Saturday
but the sky is blue and not gray
so okay lets play in the sun
until the day is done
yeah lets run
until our wills get tired
man, i'm so fired up
and that's not luck
that's God in me
ooooowee
baby that's crazy
plus ten
can you feel the wind on your skin my friend?
man, i love to pretend sometimes
yeah my mind is a trip
that loves to slip away
with the help of...
wordplay
because today
i'm romantically alone
but it doesn't feel wrong
and no love song has made me cry yet
yeah my eyes are known to get wet
but as i sit here with my thoughts
i get caught up in my creative native tongue
and i just start having fun
but now i'm done, hun

Friday, March 30, 2018

THE MIDDLE LANE

so here i sit in the middle lane
yeah between joy and pain
or sunshine and rain
yeah here i sit in between a serious game
of clue
yeah i'm stuck in traffic with you
so what are we gonna do?
besides look at the blue sky
and try not to cry
or die in the process
because we are blessed
even in this mess my friend
but when will we be able to move again in the wind?
this has to be a sin
but only GOD knows
how the flow is supposed to go
in the middle

THE JOURNEY

from January to December
it feels like winter to me
but i can still see
the key
in my hand
and where i should stand
in this land
of human
thoughts
and faults
caught up with Christ
yeah the reason for my life
yeah see the blood on the knife
or the flood toxins from my liver
as i shiver in the cold
God bless my soul
and this journey
yeah until my will see a gurney
or my body sees a casket
because no i'm not plastic
i'm very much real
yeah if you touch me i will feel
but weapons do kill like steel
so i must be...
careful...
in the journey

THE DESTINATION

i see paper
i see pens
and i feel the wind on my skin
so hello friends
yeah hello poems
a.k.a beautiful storms
to perform on a stage
with no cage in sight
yeah others might like
or others might bite
but either way it's okay
yeah it's alright
because God designed my kite
and he is the pilot to my flight
yeah rather it's in the day or night
i see the light

Thursday, March 29, 2018

TREAD LIGHTLY

NO MORE ROPES
NO MORE CHAINS
IN JESUS' NAME
YEAH BEING HANDCUFF IS ROUGH
AND IT IS NOT GOD'S CHOICE
OR ELSE WE WOULDN'T HAVE A VOICE
OR A BRAIN
BUT IT'S A DAMN SHAME THAT PEOPLE ARE STILL PLAYING GAMES
WITH THE LIVES THAT CHRIST DIED FOR
YEAH HE DIED FOR NO MORE WAR
WITH OPEN SORES
SO THAT THERE WOULD OPEN DOORS FOR YOU AND ME
YEAH HE DIED SO WE COULD BE FREE
SO PRISON KEYS SHOULDN'T EVEN BE
IF YOU ASK ME
NO ONE WAS BORN TO HANG FROM A TREE SERIOUSLY
YEAH NOT EVEN ON TV SHOULD WE SEE
UNLESS IT'S PART OF PAST REALITY
BUT EVEN THEN MY FRIEND...
WE SHOULD BE CAREFUL
SO LET GO
BUT TREAD LIGHTLY

LIVING SINGLE 2018

so exactly how many Wednesdays have i live through?
without you my boo
Yeah will you ever come true?
before s new Wednesday come around
or before my body goes in the ground
yeah will this wife ever be found?
yeah will a pro ever find this noun sitting down?
whose crying tears of a clown on the inside
because her pride is riding her so tough
MAN, THIS SINGLE LIFE IS SO ROUGH

Wednesday, March 28, 2018

hey 2

hey 2
yeah hey me you
yeah hey pink and blue
lets sink in the tub
yeah lets make some love
and then a baby
yeah lets drive each other crazy
with some lazy action
yeah some sweet satisfaction
with some great communication
yeah baby...
lets empire this nation

12:24

hours have passed
but still your last
yes it has stood the test of time
like poetry and rhyme
a hart and being kind
a cat and it's nine lives
which brings tears to my eyes
because i realize...
how blessed i am
like river dam
or some pressed-ham
to a hungry kid
and to know that i did nothing to deserve it
but you see me as worthy
of every single breath
yeah no sitting on the shelf
like a clock
or a rock
in the middle of the street
which is sweet
like a treat
in a box
or a jar
shooting-star

OLD GUSTY

i see wind as a close friend
yeah just like my skin
or my bones
yeah sometimes the wind is right
and sometimes the wind is wrong
yeah just like a love song
the wind can bring things together
or tear things apart
yeah hints, a broken heart
so we must guard ourselves
from the right and the left
like a breath to a lung
because the wind my friend is going to come
so don't run
just embrace
and pray that it only hits your face

NORAH'S REQUEST

come on clouds
open
i am tired of
hoping
for rain
because i have real pain
and real shame
that needs to be washed away today
yeah no more child's play
because my insides are gray
so come on clouds breaks
while i am awake
for goodness sake
yeah i am ready to eat cake
and ice cream
yeah i am ready to have some good dreams for a change
in this strange land of i can or i can't
yeah come on rain grow me like plant in pot
yeah rain, don't leave me here to rot in the hot sun
yeah rain come

Tuesday, March 27, 2018

AN EYE OPENUNG EXPERIENCE

I CLOSED MY EYES
AND TO MY SURPRISE
IT WAS MORNING AGAIN
YEAH IT BLOW IN LIKE THE WIND
OR CREEP UP ON ME LIKE SIN
ON A SAINT
BUT NO COMPLAINTS
BECAUSE I WOKE UP ON THIS SIDE
YEAH, TIME FOR ANOTHER RIDE OR EARTH
YEAH ANOTHER BREATH IS...
A BIRTH
OR A THIRST FOR WATER
SO THANK YOU FATHER
FOR ANOTHER OPEN DOOR

THE THINGS I THINK ABOUT IN MY HEAD

RIGHT NOW I'M THINKING ABOUT KISSING SOMEONE
OR TAKING A RUN TOWARDS THE SUN
BECAUSE I'M DONE PRETENDING
THAT I DON'T FEEL REAL EMOTIONS
LIKE AN OCEAN
ON THE SAND
YEAH I CRAVE A MAN'S HAND
IN MINE
AND FOR HIM TO WANNA SPEND TIME
MAKING MY FACE SHINE
WITH HIS KIND WAYS
OF HORSEPLAY
AND BRAINSTORMING
YEAH WE CREATE ANOTHER MEANING OF...
GLOBAL WARMING
SO ENOUGH SAID
MAN, THE THINGS I THINK ABOUT IN MY HEAD

SERIOUSLY IN LOVE

LOVE IS NOT GAME
YEAH TO LOVE SOMEONE IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN
AND NOTHING TO ASHAMED OF
OR RUN FROM
BECAUSE LOVE IS FROM THE KINGDOM
WHERE DIAMOND RINGS AND OTHER BEAUTIFUL THINGS REALLY COME FROM
YES LIKE THE SUN
AND THE SKY
SO GIVE LOVE A TRY
BEFORE YOU SAY GOODBYE
YEAH BEFORE YOU DIE
WHY?
BECAUSE LOVE IS GREAT
AND WORTH THE WAIT
LIKE A BIRTH
WHICH IS REALLY UNREHEARSED
BUT LOVE QUICHES GOD'S THIRST
BECAUSE HE THOUGHT OF IT FIRST
BECAUSE HE IS LOVE

BEING BORED IS A JOKE

GOOD MORNING, LORD
I'M ALREADY BORED
BUT I'M ALREADY BLESSED
BECAUSE I WOKE UP
AFTER A NIGHT'S REST
SO GUESS WHAT?
MY BUTT SHOULDN'T BE BORED
THAT'S RIGHT, I CAN'T AFFORD TO JUST SIT AROUND
UN-FOUND PUPPY
YEAH BECAUSE LORD, YOU REALLY LOVE ME
AND YOU ARE ALWAYS THINKING OF ME CONSTANTLY
LIKE A CAR STUCK IN TRAFFIC
YEAH YOU KNOW ME TELEPATHICALLY
AND GRAPHICALLY AS WELL
SO LORD, THERE'S NO SECRETS TO TELL
SO I GUESS, ALL IS WELL
BECAUSE I'M NOT IN HELL
AND I DON'T EVEN SMELL SMOKE
SO BEING BORED IS A JOKE

Monday, March 26, 2018

MENTALLY

i slept a little
because i thought a lot
yeah my brain is working
and my blood is hot
and floods ever so smooth
yeah no clots
my blood moves like a monkey in the jungle
yeah my heart beats
but it's humble
with no stumble
but it can crumble like a cookie
because i'm human
not because i'm a rookie
to THE ROCK
because HIS love needs sops
being around
the lost are found
because HE me and the ground
i stand on
yes right or wrong
i have a home
in HIS arms
that are always warm
so storms don't really bother me
as long as i stay under GOD'S family tree
or in the SEA of Galilee mentally

Sunday, March 25, 2018

SEE MY HUMANITY

HEY LOVE
HEY DOVE
AND ALL OF ABOVE
MY HEART FITS LIKE A GLOVE IN THE SKY
ON THE MOST HIGH'S HAND
BUT ON THIS LAND CALLED EARTH
YEAH THE SECOND PLACE OF MY BIRTH
BECAUSE LOVE I WAS ON YOUR MIND FIRST
YEAH LOVE, YOU THIRSTED FOR ME SPIRITUALLY
BEFORE THE WORLD COULD SEE MY HUMANITY

MY HEART HAS PLENTY OF ROOM

GOD TAKE ME OVER
YEAH LOOK OVER MY SHOULDER
AND BECOME MY BEHOLDER
AND MY CLOVER OF LIGHT
IN MY DARKEST NIGHT
OF THIS WORLD
YES PLEASE BE WITH YOUR GIRL
YES LEAD ME WITH YOUR OF WISDOM
AND FEED ME WITH YOUR GOLDEN SPOON
YES BECAUSE MY HEART HAS PLENTY OF ROOM
YES BECAUSE IT IS AS BIG AS THE MOON
WELL AS LEAST IT IS TO YOU
BECAUSE OF ALL IT CAN DO
WITH ITS OWN PIT-CREW
THANKS TO YOU

Saturday, March 24, 2018

I SEE GOD EVERYWHERE

i see god everywhere
yeah on my skin
and in my hair
and yes even in my wheelchair
because just having one shows me that he care
yes he the circle to my square
or the apple to my pear
yeah god is everywhere
i swear
he is in the air
yeah he is the breeze
and he is the leaves
on the trees
and the bone in my knees
please
he is my whole body
yeah even my so called naughty parts
yeah he is the beat to my heart
and the steps to my feet
yeah he is my hands
and my reach
so he is my mouth
and my speech
so preach
yea i'm blessed
and i see it
everywhere

WE ALL WOKE UP TODAY

i woke up again
but some of my friends did not
stop, yes they did
just not here
they went to place with no fear
or tears
yeah after they spent some years here
drinking bears
let me stop with the mic drop
because i'm just kidding
with the ones i love
who are now up above
the world so high
yeah higher than the stars in the sky
because the people i'm thinking about
didn't even drink all that much
and how did i know so?
because we constantly stayed in touch
and now my chest i clutch
because i'm blessed
and they were put to rest
so i guess we all woke up today

Friday, March 23, 2018

CHRIST STILL REIGNS

why guys don't like me?
i don't know
but God loves me so...
much
so my heart has been touched
yeah even if i'm lonely for a hommie
lover
or a friend
the wind is still gonna blow
doutcha know
yeah just like my blood is still gonna flow
and brain is still gonna grow
so off with my pain
because CHRIST STILL REIGNS

GOD IS SO TRUE

it's another day
to be gay
meaning hap-pay
if i choose
or sing the blues
or become the news
in my mind
or in the sunshine
of the kinda people
that believe in the steeple
per say
or in having a better day
or a better world
for our boys and girls
yeah our golden apples
and our black pearls
oh what a beautiful swirl
yeah like dreads locks and curls
in africa
and america too
man the ocean is so blue
and my spirit is feels so new
because GOD IS SO TRUE

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

I'M JUST SAYING

this just might be my last light
yeah this just might be my flight
with a kite
or my last bite with an apple
yeah i might just go see the capital tonight
but not by choice
yeah i just might hear God's voice through the earthly noise
yeah i just might see that white horse v
coming for me
or a grate partly like the red sea
but wait, please know that i would be fine
in fact if this was my last rhyme
because my eyes are no longer blind
and my spirit is stronger
like an organ donor's recipient
so i would be cool with it if that was the case
because i would see God's face
and taste some good grace firsthan
and man. i'm just saying that would be okay today

Sunday, March 11, 2018

IN MYSELF

GOD
HERE I STAND
IN THE MIDDLE OF YOUR PLAN
OR IN THE PALM OF YOUR HAND
TRYING TO UNDERSTAND IT ALL
YES ALL THAT IS YOU
OR IN ALL THAT YOU DO
YES IN THE BLUE SKY
AND GREEN EARTH
YES I SEE YOUR WORTH
IN BIRTHS
YES IN BREATHS
AMD DEATH
YES IN THE LEFT BEHIND
I CAN STILL SEE THE SUNSHINE
IN THE BLIND
AND THE DEAF
YES I CAN SEE YOU IN MYSELF
AMEN

GOD.

it is not god's will
for us to take a pill
it is not god's will for us to cheap trills
or restless sleep
preach
because if it was...
that is not love
and that is all god is
yes he or she is all about good biz
yes he or she is a wiz
at wisdom
and worth
and birth
and no more hungry
or thirst
yeah he or she
puts us first
yes an unrehearsed verse
walking on earth
talking on earth
yes as a blessing
and not a curse
period

Friday, March 9, 2018

?

i see sun
and i see fun
in buttered bun
so don't run
until the food is done
and then one by one
man can fix his plate
yeah that would be great
but at the state we are in
we don't like to wait on our friends
or our kin
so i ask you when...
will we see chivery?
constantly
like a fruitful tree
from the powers that be
meaning you and me
but heavenly speaking
yeah when will we start reaching for the end?
because showing love is not a sin
so again i ask when...
will the world really spin?
for our boys and girls

I'M LOOKING FOR SUPERMAN

i'm looking for mr. raspy
yeah i'm looking for the great Gatsby
to ask me out
and to make me shout for more
yeah more love
not war
yeah man with an open door
meaning heart
from start to finish
yeah i want someone who like to have fun
but will stay pass the day when the blemishes come
yeah i want a man who won't run
without me by his side
or will let me ride
if the mission calls for car
yeah we shall go far
like a shooting star
yeah i'm looking for superman