AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL

it's Saturday
and no friends around
so once again i'm feelin' down
and like a clown
i'm crying on the inside
because my pride
says "no"
"don't u dare let a tear go"
"'cause i swear it won't help
"yeah quiet as it's kept
but that's so hard for me accept
'cause i'm human
so i care
to share
my life
with others
'cause i'm a lover
in the platonic sense
'cause sadly the other kind
has not been sent
my way
so i say
once again
i'm lonely
here
but it's clear
i can still write
so there is light
at the end of the tunnel

I DO BELIEVE

WHEN I WRITE GOD
DO YOU SMILE?
YEAH DO YOU SAY THAT'S MY CHILD?
I HOPE SO
BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW
HOWEVER I DO BELIEVE
BECAUSE WHENEVER I DO
I FEEL LOVED
AND I DON'T GRIEVE
HALF AS MUCH
YEAH DAD I WELCOME YOUR TOUCH
BECAUSE IT PROTECTS ME FROM THE CLUTCHES
OF DEVIL
YEAH YOU PUT ME ON A HIGHER LEVEL
WHERE HIS ARMS CANNOT REACH
YEAH I FEEL LIKE A PEACH
ON THE FAMILY TREE
YEAH I FEEL REAL JUICY
MEANING SWEET
AND COMPLETE
AND WHAT TREAT
IT IS TO FEEL THAT WAY
WHEN I WORDPLAY
OR LISTEN TO WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY
THROUGH ME
OOOOWEEE
I DO BELIEVE

DEAR LIFE

DEAR LIFE
WHY DO U CUT ME LIKE A KNIFE?
YEAH SLICE BY SLICE
EVERYDAY
IN SOME WAY
SHAPE OR FORM
WHY DO U LIKE TO CAUSE ME HARM?
WHEN I AM SO WARM TOWARDS U
I MEAN EVERY SINGLE DAY
I LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING IN THE MORNING
AND TAKING IN ALL YOUR SIGHTS
BUT STILL U DON'T TREAT ME RIGHT
YEAH U LOVE TO TAKE A BITE
OUT OF ME
CONSTANTLY
YEAH TROWING SHADE
AND HAND GRENADES
AT MY HEART
RIPPING ME APART
PULL-PORK
YEAH TURNING ME INTO YOUR SPORT
BUT NOW I'M BEGGING YOU
ORDER IN THE COURT
YEAH HAVE MERCY ON ME
PLEASE
BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE
SOME THIN SLICED
SWIZ CHEESE
THAT NO ONE WOULD EAT
AS TREAT
YEAH BECAUSE YOU
I DON'T FEEL COMPLETE

JUST LIKE MY FATHER SAID

EVERY TIME YOU WAKE UP
IT'S ANOTHER CHANCE
TO DANCE
ON THE EARTH'S FLOOR
YEAH UNTIL EVERYTHING IN YOU
IS SORE
OR DOESN'T WORK ANYMORE
YEAH THAT IS THE CORE
OF YOUR BEING
NOT BREATHING
FOR ONESELF
BUT FOR OTHERS
YEAH FOR YOUR BROTHERS
MAINLY ME
YEAH THE ONE
WITH THE MASTER KEY
ETERNITY
OOOOOWEEE
THAT'S DEEP
NO SLEEP
OR NO WEEPING
JUST IN PERFECT PEACE
WITH THE WIND
AND WITH YOUR FRIENDS
SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW
YEAH WHERE EVERYTHING GLOWS
I SUPPOSE
ALL OF THE TIME
WELL AT LEAST I KNOW
THAT ALL WILL BE FIND
AND KIND
LIKE THIS RHYME
IN MY MIND
BECAUSE I'M WALKING BLIND
AND DEAD
JUST LIKE MY FATHER SAID

HELLO FRIDAY

hello friday
we meet again
my homie lover friend
like a candle in the wind
or like the devil and sin
or at least i can pretend
because i'm alone
yeah meanin my phone
is not ringin' of hook
yeah i guess i will still
and write a book
to keep from bein' shook
up
so maybe in a some cray way
friday
you are by good luck charm
even if it seems you were sent
to cause me harm
or should i say
sadness
but today i feel a real sense of gladness
because i can write about my pain
or my "feelin' so lonely game"
so i'm good knock on wood
on this friday
so "hello"