MY EMOTIONAL PASSPORT
THE MONIQUE ANTOINETTE EARTHLY EXPERIENCE
Friday, July 11, 2025
THE DIFFERENT COLORS OF CRULTY
being
called
in between
sounds
really mean
yeah
i see
red
i see
green
yeah
i see
saddness
makes me
screem
and
it tries
to drown
This clown's
dream
yeah. which
sends me
into
depression
but Father
what is
the lesson
or
what are
you
trying
to
stress
to
me
Tuesday, July 8, 2025
NO DISRESPECT OR NEGLECT
God
says
that i
should
die
empty
and have
a laugh
and
sympathy
for others
yeah yeshua
wants me
to be
the best
kind of
lover
known to man
yeah
forget about
the witing
In the sand
yeah
i swear
it's all
about
the care
of
the withered hand
Monday, July 7, 2025
GRASS ROOTS (AIDING AND ABETTING )
God
Why am i
no stranger
to anger
yeah
why
Can't i
Just put it on
a hanger
and just
forget
that it is
yeah
just like
my long
hair
yeah
until
my wheels
snare
or
my feelings
get hurt
or
stuck in the dirt
yeah Father
how does
this human life
really work
Friday, June 27, 2025
HEY CHRIST. I GUESS MY LIFE , GOT TO BE FUNKY?
Lord
people keep
treating me
like a turd
but
you keep
giving me
words
to write
and say
yeah
every single
day
so okay
Let's play
yeah
Let's go deep
if you
are
forcing me
to be
or
to stay
In the grey
of the world
yeah
as a cerebral
palsy girl
yeah
let's
twist
and twirl
until i hurl
all of my
hurts
out
or
throw up
all of
my doubt
yeah
watch
my soul
SHOUT
or
you
Christ
work out
my life
yeah
with painful
slice
of
This rolling of
the dice
CEREBRAL (the cartoon Ep:1 through 4
Sunday, June 22, 2025
CHARLIE HORSE
MAN
i've been tryin'
to run away
from cerebral palsy
for years
Or better yet
With my eyes wet
I've been tryin'
to drown it
With my tears
But no luck, Chuck
It is still
here
driving my fears
or shifting my gears
yeah
this girl
has been
on a worldwind
of sufferin'
and
bufferin'
but
no more
pretend
yeah
because
It feels like
sin
over and over
again
ouch
so Lord
Can I take
a break
or another
route