2026 DREAMS

DREAMS

why u keep screaming?

at  me

but don't seem to 

wanna be 

in my life 

yeah, so 

help me Christ 

 yeah 

sacrifice after sacrifice 

and i keep praying 

for something 

yeah 

just a slice 

will do

yeah 

come true 

come true 

yeah please 

erase 

the blue 

on my face 

and 

let me 

taste

 some happy 

grace 

with some laughter 

yeah, some 

happy ever after 

yeah like 

from the 

rafters 

ALL ABOARD | A Children’s Christmas Story by Monique Antoinette

THE WHEEL SACRIFICE

 Christ
i know 
what u doing 
in and with 
my life 
but i do 
feel 
the wheel sacrifice
yeah 
the verbal cuts 
of 
the knife
to my butt
and 
my brain 
is almost 
driving me 
insane
but 
still 
u use 
the abused 
and 
my pain 
yeah reign 
and 
spread 
the new good 
of 
my cerebral 
heard 
yeah 
and all 
of 
the parts 
of 
my heart 
that are not dead 
yeah 
u shine the light 
on my darkest 
nighr 
or 
my earthly 
bread 
that u 
have feed 
me 
constantious 
yeah 
even if
i don't 
understand 
the plan
or 
the shift 
yeah
This is me 
clearly 
in myth 

BE IN-LOVE AND BE ALIVE

so here i sit

at age 

47

writing page after page

yeah. 

wheelie settung 

the stage

tryin' nor to quit

and hopin' 

that someone

falls 

in love 

with me 

ooooh weee

before i go to heaven 

for 24/7

365

yeah

i wanna 

be in love 

and 

be alive 

Mrs. Scorpio x2

so i gave him 

my number 

and i wonder 

if  he will 

call 

or

want to do

 anything  

romantically

with me 

at all 

yeah will ever

fell  

in love 

or catch 

a wet 

feelin' 

towards 

me

ooooh weee

i so wanna be 

in his company 

constantly 

Or better yet 

on his familytree 

yeah Mr & Mrs Lock-and Key

.for Arkansas to see

or 

Mr & Mrs. Scorpio

from head to toe 

or 

from the ceiling 

the flo' 

CEREBRAL REGRETS

man
my eyes 
are wet 
because 
no one 
will let 
me 
love them 
romanticly 
but why? 
you reply
does 
this be 
will i think 
and it really 
stinks 
Why don't have 
my missing 
and kissing 
link 
is 
because 
i look 
like 
worn-out book 
or 
a lazy, crazy lady, maybe 

ROLL A MILE IN MY CHAIR (YEAH, THE AG-O-NY OF THIS DIS-ABILITY)

MAN

sometimes

my mind 

wants 

somebody else 

behind

to roll a mile 

in my shoes 

That's right 

It's Saturday 

And I got the blues

But God

how much more 

 will my heart

be sore

And I lose 

my core 

to another

close door

But for real, God

this cerebral palsy life

is 

hard 

and 

Damn

i am 

emotiomally 

scarred 

and yeah 

sometimes

my mind 

is 

not fine 

with me 

constantly 

sitting on my behind 

And I kinda 

want someone 

to see  

and feel 

the ag-o-ny 

of 

this dis-ability