CEREBRAL-HEAD-QUARTERS

God, i'm already sittin' 
So yeah, that means
thar you're queen 
is 
already committin' 
everything 
yeah 
her cerebral wings 
 Yeah, her mind
her time 
her breath 
and whatever 
is 
left
unsaid 
before her bread
or 
death
And who's she?
She is me
yeah tryin to be 
obedient and free
yeah worthy
of
 royalty
yeah
even if 
i need a lift
or two
or feelin' 
wheelie blue 
and not wheelie 
sure about 
What to do 
but then 
like the wind 
There is you 

HER VOICE (NOVEMBER 1, 2O25)

God

today 

i can 

wheelie say 

i heard 

her voice 

yeah

such a

beautiful sound

and never noise 

and oooh weee

it was 

her choice 

to call 

me 

And dare i say 

i was 

happy and relieved  

that i didn't 

have to 

grieve

yeah so father 

i do believe 

i must 

thank you 

for my prayer 

being 

recieved 

amen

ROLLIN ' WITH COMMITMENT

Christ
You know i have been
rollin'
 with cerebral palsy
all my life
so far
but you say 
that i'm a part of
your play 
or 
a star 
in your sky
so why 
do i 
cry
 yeah
even when
i try
to do
what you
say
every single day
yeah
Aren't i 
My brother's keeper 
and 
the potter's clay
then
why
is 
my life 
in such 
disaray  
in this 
present day

Inspired by my life and Proverbs 16

ORTAINED?

God
am i 
ortained  
to be 
in this 
palsy 
frame
for the
glory 
of 
your name
if so
Please let me 
know
where i am
supposed to 
go
yeah 
while 
blood 
still 
flow 
in my
 veins
or 
in my 
brain  
but father
quick question 
What am i 
supposed to 
gain
or what is 
the life 
lesson 
from this earth 
pain 

WIN-DOWS 25

God 
i see
you
and 
feel
your will
pushing me 
theough 
too
yeah 
even 
though
my healing 
seems 
so slow
and 
my dreams
seem 
to scream 
"NO MO'
LET THAT 
GO"
 i still see
you 
looking out 
for me 
con-sis-tent-ly

ON A TYPICAL DAY

i'm lonely
i'm horny 
and to  y'all
That just sounds  
corny 
but damn 
i am 
46
and 
i'm sick of
no love 
yeah 
i wanna go 
on dates 
i wanna have
a mate
yeah
That would be 
so great 
not to wait 
any longer
yeah 
this feelin' 
that i'm 
dealin' wit' 
sh#t
is gettin' 
stronger and stronger
But this is 
the way 
i really feel 
on a typical day

LOOKIN' INSIDE MYSELF

So this is me
tryin' to be
sexy
yeah 
This is me 
tryin' to be
human
Girl
What are you doin'?
Or who are you pursuin'?
jus'  be yourself
in every breath 
you have 
yeah
make them
laugh
in your paths 
or 
make them 
think 
with every blink 
yeah 
jus' don't 
shink 
and 
you will 
find 
that you are
fine 
yeah 
from the front 
which is 
What you really want 
and not 
jis' for
your
 badonkadonk